♥ SIMPLE LOVES ALWAYS ♥

2010-05-17T05:01:00.000+08:00

FML!
Everything is changing.
I learn alot.
I lost alot.
I earn nth I guess?
I spend alot.
I waste alot.
Drink drink drink.
My scary daily drinking days are back.

This is scary.
I never wanted to be like now.
Keep drinking.
When will I ever stop all this shit.
I couldn't spell the word TRUST anymore.
I dun need to know.
I thought at least you would be different but FML.

I guess everything was a lie from the start.
It was never meant to be at all.
Dun ever ask me to believe again.
Fuck all this shit.

I am so tired
but I can't slp
but thanks to my Babi fren =x
despite being urber slpy after drinking his chivas
smsing with me at this random timing. Lol
at least I dun feel too bad since he tml off =x

Well met Wendy koh just now with weifeng and khim leng coming down later part to meet us
at 511.
As usual ate my pork mee sua. Lols
and we ordered like 5 bottles off beer no 6 as I drank 1 before the guys arrived
hahahass...
But stupid luh I am so awake now damn.
Bused down to bedok interchange wait for fren take thing then bused

roar
time to end my post for now
using my iPhone for updates on blog now.
Hahahhaha
Bo pian
laptop
bye all
=)

2010-01-27T17:15:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I update..
Can't blame since my laptop went dead no time break it down for servicing.
So here am I now using my lousy iPhone to upate,
sinced I got my hp from m1 till now changed to my 3rd set off iPhone le.
Superly pissed but well..
Worst case their service wasn't even good..
Okays enough about that during this period alot things happened..

-grandma pass away due to last stage off cancer..
Having lots off regrets not busting her when she was in hospital or even when she was nvm home till my one day suddenly my da jie came into the room telling me ah ma pass away.
I was really shocked.

Maybe as what they say in the world that she went into there will be no sickness no pain no darkness..

Be back to update ltr.. Got to go ..

2009-07-13T09:37:00.010+08:00

Random Picks. =)

well in working life been seeing & hearing too much about politics.

in any company be it a small or big company there are bound to be alot.

current location that i am working in being in the department staffs has been keep changing.

given i guess a yr more when i am back there i guess all will be unknown face le.

sat and sun after work afew of us goes to the kopitiam near us to have some drink.

omg beer.

sat was 3 ppl to 4 bottles so alrites.

sun which was yesterday we got 7 people but only 5 ppl drank and total up dunnoe how many bottles did we even drink lose count.

wahahaha i could remember 2 funny incident.

which

ves: got siewmai mah?

uncle: got.how many you want?

ves: you left how many?

uncle: 10

ves: okay lah we take all.

uncle: okay walk back to take.

awhile ltr.

uncle came back with 4 pieces.

i was like eehhh

i thought he wanted all 10.

uncle said oh bal 6 not hot.

making hot.

okay loh so waited.

after very long le.

i asked vesper

eh.

where you bal 6 siew mai ah

cause i heard other table also wanted so he ask loh.

siew mai we ordered the bal 6 still have?

uncle say have 10.

BLUR!!!!

LOLLL

main thing tot from start only have 10 how come pop out another 4.

lol

end up we took all 10 again.

LAUGHS

second incident.

from the start ves din drink any alcohol but only milo or kopi beng.

me: ves help me pour out chilli can.

ves: squeezing the bottle w/o opening the cap.

me: blur. VES what you doing. lol everyone started laughing.

the main thing was he thought got holes on the cap so just squeeze.

we all laugh like siao lah...

its like he nvr drink also blur...

=.=

enough crap.

sigh.

next weekend go back some faces will be gone too as well.

and some switching onto another department maybe.

stress.

w/o some of them i guess communication seem to be even harder.

okay crap.

anyway gonna get ready accompany mum to hospital for checkup thing of her leg.

before i go for driving lessons and meet the rest up for singing session.

i hope that she will recover soon.

god bless.

and my grandma to recover from cancer too.

its like the 4th stage as i heard but i will pray that miricle does happen.

2009-07-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

dbl o was fun last nite.
first time ever went clubbing and dance woot!!
haas.
but i think pub is still more suitable for us.
but since wed nite is ladies nite free drinks free entry.
i dun mind but not always.
i would die.

waiting for pictures so be uploaded from chirst cam.=)
oh ya watch the ice age 3d.
is nicee..
=)

after the show we walked over the new shopping centre opposite centrepoint.
nth much.
then we trained down to the central.
eat this ramen noddle which is really niceeeee....
until now i am thinking off it lahss....
din took pic of it.
well.

maybe if we are planning for a next outing can go there eat first..
=D

freagging eyes keep waking up this few days at early timing.
dang.
dunnoe wads with me.
this morning woke at 8am.

and now i think after waking up from a 1-2 hr slp.
still feel the same tiredness nth special.
hahahas.

will uploade photos asap.
=)

2009-07-08T10:26:00.002+08:00

stupid blogger.

finally being able to uploade some photos.

yawn.

not being able to have a good sleep this few days.

dunnoe why.

having the runs and headach.

i am just so sleepy but my eyes keep opening at such early timing.

well.

okays.

will be catching the ice age movvie with them ltr.

followed by meeting few more for dinner.

and join the rest at drinking area. =)

i WANT IPHONE!!!!!

i WANT A NEW CAMERA!!!! (F200) or z300 hahahas. dunnoe hows the quality like yet.

but i wanted a DSLR all along too..

lols..

faints!!

RAR!!

byee..

2009-07-06T14:33:00.001+08:00

wootsy have lots of update haas.
hum been going out / work .
new system getting even more headach.
met mr cheena up after wrk to pass him cam case.
so he drove over at 10 plus to my house downstairs.
after chit chatting alittle bla bla and stuff we decided to head down to summer breeze.
wootsy i got a free treat.
haaas.
ordered black pepper pasta thing but serving damn big la.
cant finish.
we ordered the hoegarden tower and drank and chatted and updates stuffs.
hearing each other advice and so but its been long and i think that since i have step out and now moving on well i will not step into the square 1 again.
after drinking so zhun they were closing le so at 2 we left and he drove to a petrol kiosk to buy noodles and bla bla for breakfast. hahas.
i reached home like 2.40 i think dead tired..

okays.
now in point form whatever i could remeber i have done.
lols.
worked.
driving.
tanning/fab tan
shopping for pressy.
birthday celebrations.
drinking.
crapping.
playing.
movieein.
eating.

oh and fri sung book out.
last min decision to meet him , ber , his bro and gf , and ask zhenni pei me down too.
drank 2 pine plus of hoegarden again at summer breeze.

cant think le..
trying to uploade few pics up but blogger seem to be alittle retarded.
and when its starts to rain heavily again i am seriuosly going back to slp once again super tired.

2009-06-25T14:43:00.003+08:00

the outing before i left for camp.

pictures shall speak..

but too many shall uploade some and try to uploade others when i am free plus my trip pictures.. =)

sleepy.. guess i shall nap awhille now before getting ready to join them for dinner.. =)

byess..

2009-06-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

i guess i just got used to the way for now le.
no feeling for anything.
=)
last friday went prawning with wilson, philips,jiaxin.
and a few more.
it was like a last min decision.
another 3 was wilson and philips frens.
ya.
trained down to yishun.
was late late late!!!
hahahas.
then after meeting them bused down.
after prawning.
we barbequed it.
and then headed back to yishun.
went northpoint shopping mall.
we had this jap food court style food.
okay ar not bad.
lols.
pictures will be uploaded soon.

after eating.
another last min decision.
all cabbed dwn to dunnoe wad place nice by play lan game.
the l4 dead i think.
yawn.

then 11 plus cabbed back home as i am sure by the time i train down to city hall confirm misss the last train.
sat and sun worked.
then sat had lunched with nini.
since we working same building..
she came up find me.
then we headed food court.
and so coincidence we saw gim wei.
so he bought food and joined us.

after that walked around bought bubble tea at basement.
press money from atm.
glance those crumbler bag.
wow.
saw one small and cute.
but i think my standard should be those bigger de.

haas.
after that went back to work.
yawn.

okay today slacked off home.
having bad stomach cramps.
cant do anything.
just did some changing of blogskin.
to something which look more simple bahs.
=)

alrites time to go bathe and zzz..
tml having driving lessons dead.
140 plus gonna be gone...
need pay for booking 4 circuit sessions too.

anyway bye peeps.

2009-05-28T00:09:00.003+08:00

didnt managed to tan.

sigh.

met poh up at bedok.

ate macs.

stomach hurts like hell.

wake up early in the morning at 6.

with bad pain.

cant do anything.

till now still alittle weird.

we trained dwn to bugis to collect her flash card at fortune centre.

then bused down to orchard to collect the console at far east shopping centre.

then walked down to far east plaza.

walked around.

did express manicure french.

base dark blue with silver line.

yawn.

then walked around bought a dress.

walked here and there.

and finally trained down to kembagan for youji mee sua.

as usual with one ordered chilli fried veggie.

hahaha.

walk her to bustop and then trained home.

random us. =)

tired.

gonna zzz soon.

driving lesson tml morning.

yawn...!

nitess.

2009-05-21T07:49:00.004+08:00

[EDITED]

my new earpiece!!!!

thanks fren.

knew it when you pass me you will say that.! rar!

wanted to find the black green wan both side.

but fren said couldnt find in the retail shop list and so.

maybe it was a discontinue model.

sigh.

sot got this crazy color instead.

my current white/pink is dieing.

haaas.

well anyway yawnn.

dead tired.

hot location.

feltso sticky yesterday.

omg.

today another disater.

okay.

lol.

waiting for my breakfast.

yawn.

and time to go work after that.

most prob meeting supper tonite?

or shall it be so called dinner after 9.

wwith 3rd meal.

wahahaha

enough crap.

time to get ready.

cya

be back soon.

thats nice of you fren.

was quite shocked.

when i receieved those.

well.

stayed on longer today.

left at 9.

met up poh at bedok.

had macs.

chatted alot.

and ya.

i just dunnoe.

~~i still think of him~~

i shouldnt be.

i pray that he will stay happy and safe over there.

~~i feel sad happy tired angry sleepy.~~

~~i guess he wont care anymore. =(~~

~~he will be like too busy to even think it through.~~

missed those little outings and fun we once had.

its weird i couldnt even believe myself.

but its true.

but forget it.

nites all.

2009-05-18T11:32:00.008+08:00

went to shokudo lunched.

then down to bugis street.

then trained down to cinealeisure after that.

ended up a kbox.

exchanged for the member card thing that i was given before.

ended up we went in till 7 plus.

drank my most hated beer.

yes its "TIGER" beer.

and i finished the whole jug.

after that trained home.

ya.

too tired.

tml gonna have to work morning shift.

RAR!

had dinner at home.

now blogging away gonna bathe and zzz soon.

~~it hurts.~~

i don know why.

maybe after all its just like wad she said.

~~all excuses , of how you see things in your own way.~~

~~dont you feel sad?~~

since the start of the yr, everything didn't started out well.

so how i could i expect it to end well too.

i am just suay or wadeva.

dun come near me cause i will bring you guys bad luck.

yes and i mean it.

bad luck.

and thanks to those who are always there listening to my whinings.

whoops.

at least i know having this groups of friends is enough.

dun feel like thinking so much for now.

i shouldnt have ask.

so i am sry to act blur.

well.

i guess all i can think for now is work work and work.

praying hard that i will pass my tp in july.

camp to KL or malaysia in june.

small little meetup sessions with the group before some goes into camp?

tanning sessions to come.

okay having this idea of buying those loft bedframe.

and maybe computer desk and stuff soi could reorganise my messy room.

but still sourcing for more ideas.

hope it wont cost me a bomb.

dead.

at the recent last show our usual picture taking sessions with them.

wahahaha.

will be uploading maybe few first.

kays thats all for now..

byess..

nitesss...

2009-05-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

~~somehow i wished i could be stronger~~

tired so tired.

be back with updates soon.

~~can i just sleep forever!~~

nites.

2009-04-29T08:07:00.004+08:00

[EDITED]
ended up not going anywhere last night.
high fever.
no appetitie in eating.
now alittle better.

was felling damn unwell till i cried. omg.
headach.
throat alittle pain.

msged him thinking that he wouldnt reply.
but yea he did.
its like previous month back when i was sick.
he was there.

now all i ask is that my illness to be cured quick.
i cant be sick now.
having to wrk till sun.
pls.

slp wake.
then went back to slp again.
now am here blogging while waiting for my turn to bathe.
okays time to get ready for work.
hope sales will be better today.

miss miss and MISSED!
i know i could do without you =)
but its just that whenever i think back i start to miss those days back.
whenever am with you i wouldnt even think of him.
you have your own ways of making me ssmile.
ya
how i wished it was past then which i would learn to cherish and ya.

sales damn bad today.
sian.

had ice kachang during wrking timing.
seeing the colours mixed up it makes me smile. lols. weird uh
din feel like eating much.

shared with joanne alittle ya kun bread.

after work 3 plus.
went to food court.
wanted korean food.
but ended up had nasi padang.

din finish up rice.
lost quite alot appetite dunnoe y.
its like woo last nite i slept through din eat dinner feeling super dead.

came home after wrk.
din feel like going anywhere.
so bused to station and trained home slp till dunnoe wad time.
mum came home.

so qiao she gt buy duck rice.
but just eat alittle duck and 2 to 3 small scoops of rice.

was reading through something and the april fool day thing just pass through my mind.
back then when we were chatting he suddenly said quick call ambulance.
he fell and sprain his back or something in toilet and his army mates are not there.
i panicked.
and was so lost for words.
only remembering telling him huh. really not dun bluff me ley.
he kept saying no really.
at that point i was afraid what happen if its true.
ended up he said APRIL FOOL.
i was like totally wth.
i really thought its true lah.

anyway.
tml sales must be better.
if not die.

runs.
time to sleep soon.

byeess

2009-04-28T19:37:00.003+08:00

i feel quite feverish again.
why i thought i should feel more refresh since i came home to slp.
yesterday end up no go ssun tanning.
most prob shall go next week when i have my next off.
the sun at the starting point did not seem good but to realise ltr on it was. OMG!!!

but ended up went steamboat with pearlyn last min decision.
ate super alot.
its like macham whole stomach bloated.
walk also seem like wanting to vomit.
hahas.
we ate very slow.
but theres this group went in just then lesss then half an hr and left.
lol.
everyone stunt.

after we left.
we saw this charboh in fabulas tan wah super chao ta.
is super lahs.
plus we agreed on one thing that her ahem is fake.
where got so big wan sia.#

we walked over to bugis street also saw her.
bought 3 items at bugis street.
but no skirts that i really really like so far.

this few mths has been like siao for me.
keep having small little new illness then to like fever or wadeva.
wth is wrong with me.

went for rdshow earlier on yawn.
sian.

had tom yam dong fen.
issit becos of the food.
but its weird lah.
sometimes just dunnoe what i allegic to certain stall food eat like feeling feverish.

after shopping yesterday met kelvin to go dwn to the location to see.
then trained to eunos.
trim hair.
16 dollars fly.

feel like doing something to my hair now man.
change color?
even if i wan thosee wave thing i saw have to wait my hair longer better.
after cut hair walked down to jun house.
suddenly had the craving of drinking red wine.
so sung me and jun meet.
and then ltr part jh came too.
i thought i wouldnt eat anymore as steamboat will be one full day meal but end up they cooked spagetti and i ate it too with some snacks.
woot.

drank more then all hahaha but i am okay.
we went over cheers to buy not that great if i know should have gotten the workplace i suppose to wrk wan buy there taste better and price same or cheaper also.
lol but lazy carry.
walked home.
reach home feeling damn hot.
dots...
and the red wine effect was wah..
cannot tahan.
airconed through again bathe and zzz through till this morning.

went workplace the boss of the wineshop uncle walked pass by counter saying still got red wine can go dwn drink laughs.
heard from joanne after we left yesterday he says that i can drink by the way how i hold to drink and stuff.
lols.

going to bathe and get ready soon i guess to meet poh up.
945 dunnoe where to eat and chat and pass her some stuff.

while lieing on bed last nite i felt super dot.
woo.
i hate it when each time i try to take a step but ya.
okay wadeva.

i know i hurt too many people so i guess this is what i deserve.

i am tired.
i am dieing soon.
stupid illnesss pls i beg you just go away from me.

i always wanted to try to hate but.
well is just not me.
if i really choose to hate something i will hate it for life.
but when i want to try to learn how to hate the person is hard unless.
you really go over the limit too much.
i also dunnoe wheres the point of too much.
aiya dunnoe.
just like that.

not only i liked this song but the mtv seems emmmm how to explain. dunnoe bah just watch it and you will know.=)

okay nvm even the embed code wanna play me.
update soon.

okays leaving for now.
byes.

2009-04-27T09:48:00.003+08:00

after reading a few of my frens blog.
espicially for one who just got out from a long term relationship.
which all the while in mindset kept thinking about going back into one move on that fast.
is that what you really wanted?
or you just needed just someone to be there whenever you are alone.
i dunnoe.
okay nvm enough of it.
just be happy with your decision.

well.
woke up 9 plus.
looking out seeing whether got any powerful sun before i get ready to go out for tanning!
its been long since i tanned.
really hope the sun is super strong today.

tml to sun will be working le.
feeling so dead.

sometimes i just thought what was the outcome if i chose the other routes.
will i be back at square 1?

they tell me that when a guy is sober to know what he is saying.
at that point of time he is speaking the truth.
and yas.
i think its alittle true.

thinking back
lucky i didnt do the stupid thing.
as afterall i just needed time to adapt can i think i can de.
frens just stop reminding me of the past and i shall be thankful.
=)

thinking again.
she used to be the one who will always be there when i am sad.
a call would bring her down.
but its been a yr since.
still counting on to the 8 to 9 yrs.

the quarrels and so used to bring us back within a week the most or so.
things changed but will never forget.

sun pls dun hide anymore.
dun see much sun for now..!!!
quick come out!!!
RAR!!!

oh ya happy to say that finally the rdshow for that location ended omG!!
yea.
no more naggings.
both husband and wife is naggy omg.

worst then my parents.
LOLS.
well
time to end here and get ready soon...
WOOOT!! HAPPY!!! SUN HERE I COME!!! WEEEE!!!!

byesss

2009-04-26T11:56:00.000+08:00

i thought that peoples audio was niao enough.
but i realise this week show dealer was superly niao until cannot niao lah.
nvm
free gift pack only 4gb and case.
screen protector still wan sell customer.
then worst case still teach us how to do sales?
ROAR!!!
Lucky today last day of show if not i will go crazy.
cannot touch hair.
cannot drink.
cannt use phone.
cannot explain to customers everything.
If not they will not buy.
duh.
wth.
the only two who could help us.
always take turn to disseapear if not both gone cant find.
!!!!
first and the last time.
RAR!!!
irritating....
don need special request for the show.
DONT WANN! KILL ME ALSO DUN WAN!! =x
despite niao free gifts and stuff total sales yesterday got more then 10 sets.
super dead tired.
din go jeremy's 21st birthday chalet yesterday.
sorry really dead tired.
HAPPY 21st bd anyway dun think he will even see this but nvm.
laughs.

eyed on a few new shows.
some out some haven.
friday the 13th.
the uninvited.
ghost girlfriend past.
ice age.
aliens bla bla.
woot.
well...

and oh ya not to forgot..
i am so into the mickey mouse cafe thing lA!!!
CHARBOH lets goo!!!!...
wooss...
haaas.

am thinking of tanning tml...
damn long nvr tann liao.
plus tml my only off this week.
and feel like going bugis shop laughs =/
dunnoe man...
shall see how things goo wooo....
gtg get ready for work.
updates soon.

byesss.
=)

2009-04-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

yesterday watched the snipper.
okays ar not bad.
alot of shooting scenes....
had nachos yummy.

after that shopped around got an st louis bag omg.
it was like 40% off i dun believe i will buy this brand too.
but nvm.
design is not bad got black color again.
=)
easy to maintain.
easy to match.

we went to the new shopping centre at tm thinking of going the shop of japan clothes.
wow.
no need queue to go in finally.
but like nth much.
espicially no skirt arrr..!!!
okays nvm.
we dinner at a coffee shop.
$1.80 chicken rice.
lols.
diao...

irritating but expected.
me: took the plate of rice to the stall uncle , errr where your chilli ar...
uncle: go take from that uncle there la..
me: diao... huh wad uncle.
uncle: there la there la.
me: pissed! forget it.
uncle: go the other side take la same.
me: FORGET IT!!!
uncle: after sometime this guy holding the chilli walk over then that uncle called him said i wanted chilli.
me: then good loh.

OMG really the service of $1.80 chicken rice.
=.=

trained home after we eaten chit chatted.
tired.
bathe.
pack stuff.
slept.
as the day b4 couldnt slp well.

today waked at 9.
get ready for work.
eat.
bused down super long journey.
reached there.
no one was there ask cashier where to get booth keys.
she also dunnoe then she asked the aunty demo cooking selling pot thing or dunnoe wad wan.
she gave me the boss i think number.
called him and said he will reach in 5min time so waited loh.
wah.
seriously the people there or customers should i say do you think you are big shots.
the way they talk superly sarcastic.
bloody hell.
then the dealer also weird but nvm starting cannt tahan the charboh. end up nvm.
not my concern just hope this show quick end can le.
the customers all wanna make meee blood level vessel burst i think!!! shitass!!!!!

yesterday i almost wanted to do something stupid but someone stop me.
and lucky that rotten tomato did stop me.
laughs.
the 170.5 person =x LOLS.

what do i really want.
staying like this was what i wanted from the very past.
but realising that it might turn out to be something different.
so i changed my mind set where those few around me managed to make medecide to go for it.
but to realise that everything was a joke.
ya.
a joke.
from the start to the end was this what you wanted.

staying strong and continue to smile is what i can only do.
i know i could do it.

been working rdshows and roadshows.
omg.
today gonna work till sun.
mon alittle offday for me.
then tues to sun working again.

i feel like a retarded kid man.
sad on the inside.
smiling outside.
no one knows how will i ever feel.
well thats not important.
i hate myself for my way of doing things.
knowing ppl meant good things but i will just do things on the opposite and stuffs.
well....
thats me.

he being the second one that could really control my emotions.
be it happy smilling angry or crying.!!

okays enough!!!
timee to bathe and lights off..
byesss..

2009-04-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

comed to a decision.
that we should stay as how it should be .
frens.
yes.
thats it.

my plan for todays been runined.
toally no mood.
my fault.
i spoiled everything.
yes evrything.
nvm.
no night safari anymore.

i am sad but wadeva.
its no longer important anymore.

i cried.
but would it even helped.
no i din even think that i would even cry.
its just not me.
knowing in such situation.
my thinking was it would even leave any feeling towards it.
but no.
i fell alittle for it.
but no more.

i din cherish it.
i know its my fault but you just keep insisting.

anyway plans for later on.
i am gonna catch the shopholic which i so wanted to watch it.
and maybe singing after that?

i guess i will still miss you.
you treated me too good.
but maybe i am just spoilt.

well.

byes...

2009-04-07T04:01:00.001+08:00

ITS likefreagging 3:41AM in the morning LUH!!.
i guess everyones sleeping at this timing.
But why am i waking up at such an hour not being able togo back sleep.
my headach still nt cured..
wth.
my vomiting symtoms still here.
ah sharks.
still on my medication.
been eating those medicine till i even almost vomited as well.
hate it.

was slightly alittle better today.
thanks for yoro and ice that helps me last min take over work to cover me if nt i sure die.
day b4 during my mc went back office to borrow some stuffs.
chatted with kelvin alittle.
dropped me at bustop.
bused home.
reached bustop vic called to ask whether still meeting to get the pills.
i said okays.
meet straight away lasy go home and come out again.
so walked to mrt.
trained down to bedok.
meet him for dinner.
yucky meal in had.
its becos the yong tau foo without chilli so it tasted damn awfully weird.
after eating we went to ntuc.
bought some sweets and drinks.
oh ya i guess the honey lemon from bedok is still the best lahs.
bused home.

today went to work.
feeling slightly better.
reached there after helping out and stuff headed food court as usual bought the ba chor mee kway teow soup.
i always sure eat that when at there.
then dinner was pearlyns mum some little dishes with rice and the auntie mushroom.
wahhaha....
not bad luh.
had abitof pop corn chicken and fries b4 end wrk.
shared among me and pearlyn.
signed a new telephone line with singtel.
freagging angry that m1 always overcharge me i knw that i dun use that much.
nvm we shall see.
the people is goodd.
lucy they are kind enough to waive this and that so just paid for the phone for f480 pink.
paid 198.
but i guess its worth getting as i got the student plan for the unlimited sms.
signed on the 40 plus plan which seems quite worth it.
phones still charging.

sigh gonna have to control my spending.
pays not in yet.
sian.
looking forward to fri to go night safari with him =)
hope it will be a enjoyable one since its been long i have been there.
sales is more quiet theren yesterday as peggy and edda they all says.
well.
forget it.

having cravings for shilin mee sua.
maybe i shall have that for lunch tml?

okays time to go.
byes.

will be back.

2009-04-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

my whole body is just feeling freagging hot.
wth!
what is happening to me.
is really sick lah.
reminds me tt day me and yoro time jokingly i say scarly cant wrk on sun.
and bloody hell.
i really have high fever.
38 degreee like that.
doctor say isdueto stomach flu.
but the main thing after eating medicine my running nose is okay but my fever!! RAR!!!.
no use.
waste alot money thought yesterday thought that maybe is just minor problem buy some medicines from pharmacy will help but no lah!!.
best thing.
i cant slp.
the medicine like dun give me impact of feeling drowsy.
whole day in bed today!!!cold and hot.
!!!! dead.
phoned with him awhile.
=)
tired ar..!! i wan slp but shit ass.

anyway time to bathe dinner and try going back to slp.
if really cant will need to like freagging go find victor tml to get some sleeping pills from him to solve my problem.

nites all.
=)

2009-04-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

small little outing.
enjoyable one.
=)
but i am seriously sick sick to the core.
keep running nose.
headach.
cough.

been very busy lately.
cut story short.
wel.. had my off today.
met him up.
we went over to lido to watch movie.
damn funny.
walking from cine to lido.
exercise ar.
jackie chan movie.
we din find it fantastic.
well.
after that initial plan was to catch a second movie the one i wanted to watch conffessions of shoperholic.
spelling error.
duh.
nvm.
is like after dinner we went to queue for tickets.
end up left on second row wan.
RAR! end up no watch.
we slacked.
went borders walk walk sit dwn talk.
went home.
hahahas. damn funny.
he lose a bet so end up.
only we knw lah =x.
we had tempeyaki at food republic.
omg.
spell wrong again nvm.
fulling wan.
suppose to meet them as they called ltr on but simply too sick.
i guess i am gonna slp soon.
so dead lah.
tired.
argh cant think anymore.
bought from guardian pharmacy medicines cost up to near 30.
dots.
nvm.
shall end here tml morning got to wake super early for driving lesson b4 work.
i am seriously dead lah...
okays bye all.

looking forward to fri.
we might be going night safari.
hur hur.
happy little pampered gerh.
=D

ahh!! next whole week work work work only fri off.
sian.

gone.
nites all.
be back soon.

lena.

2009-03-16T09:17:00.000+08:00

it damn irritating.
just shudup and dont put words into my mouth.
dun be a bloody two sided person.
saying things which makes me hate you.

i have decided what to do.
pls dont come and spoil my freagging mood.
just because of you.

you matured.?
omg.

grow up pls.
none of us see that in you.
giving up a realtionship moving on is good but if its in this way and by doing all this childish things.
sooner or later we will know the outcome.

well.
after show.
we had steamboat last nite...
FAIL FAIL FAil and FAIL.
dun ever go to tian tian huo guo lah.
starting service quite good went inside end up like shit even saw alot of cockroaches lah.
wth rite.
we saw a few crawling here and there over the whole process while we eating lah.
then ice lemon tea is like hot lemon tea.
=.-
din eat much.
we ate and talk till like 1 plus.
then reached home at 2 plus.
jason send 5 of us home.=)

sk and and her cabbed home.
am just so tired.
cant think anymore gonna bathe and get ready for work again.
well.. updates again when possible dead busy.

schedule for the week.
tues - 830 driving lesson , after that rush to work .
wed - work
thurs - same as mon .
fri - tanning?
sat and sun wrking!
RAR
my body seriously need rest.

byes all.

2009-03-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

slept 3 plus in the morning.
not being able to slp early.
dunnoe y.

happy to find this song after so long.

plans for the day.
-renew pdl licence.
-meet up fren for updates.
-movies?
-shopping.

i wanna find that black gold adidas jacket!!

2009-02-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

tongue piercing.
should i?
ranging $50 - $60

knowing it will be pain or may leads to inffection.
but still thinking of trying.

once again it will be fri.
i pray for good and powerful sun.

just too lazy to update abt pass few weeks.

maybe soon when i have the mood or maybe at nite when i am much better?
headach!!!

byes.

2009-02-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

maybe afterall i should aplly for a private blogger account and rants all the unhappy stuffs there which no one would ever know or read.
yup.
many things happen..
i just so wanna scream out and cry out loud.
i dun wanna go mad.

drink drank and turn to sleepy.
last week went visitations.
galrseberge beer.?
dunnoe how to spell.
red wine.
white wine.
he mixed the white wine with chivas.
it killed me with that as after drinking we walked over to bedok simpang all for dinner ended i was so dead tired.
i went there.
sit head face dwn on table slp.
din eat the chicken porridge that was order and din drink the ice bandung that i wan.
vomited alittle.
its the mixing of the alcohol that i couldnt taake it i guess.
so ps at there.
walked back with them to his place.
vomited abit again .
slp awhile till 11 plus we cabbed home.

jun home.
late night visting another day.
played game.
tried out a vodka which was like 20% but its like strong feeling.. eeeyer.
drink nt much cause just trying out.
but finished the whole bottle.
they drank more.
haha.
we left at 12 plus.
they walked me home then cab home.

new yr week we went jh house bai nian too.
lose money.
but okay bah.
drinking too.
but alrite. beer and abit red wine.
we had steamboat though its chu 3 i think.
before that met up yulin.
we met px at hougang and walked over to junyi house.
then came weile.
played cards.
after that they maahjong me and yulin go find singing ccc nearby like dun hab.
=.=
either not open or closed dwn.
then we went walk walk around and eat alittle.
=)

after tt went back to the house slack... then i went over to find them.

gonna have long weeks ahead.
rdshows.
party.
d&d.

well.
met up with the charboh went trim my hair ugly shitty.
have to keep washing my hair so my frindge would grow.

well yesterday a long stry happen which i guess no point stating out.
just a few sentence.

toilet glass panel broke becos of ur stupid actions.
think b4 u do anything.
u are 2 yr way older then me. think and dun try to push ur luck.
bled alittle but its not important.
met them up.
singing session.
we went to siglap eat after that wanting go cheesecake cafe end up not open we went cafe cartel instead.
had the last order.
wah was damn hungry.
12 plus we left cabbed home.
today sales was not bad.
i hope tml will be better.
i am just so tired.
oh ya i got my ice cream phone... whitee =)
smiles bought it at 275.
no contract.
frens gonna buy my w350 from me...
abit she bu de. but have to let go. heee.

went work had one meal for the day and home just eaten finished not long.
maggie.
drank green apple red tea without pearls.
so full.
i am going to bathe and most prob zzzz in lalaland then.

met poh after wrk to train home.

enough i know where i stand.
at times u just got to learn to be silent and everything will be fine.

i am controlling.
wait till the day i have the power to do and decide wad i wan or so.
i will leave.

sun tanning.
kana sun burn on leg realise today damn ugly.

Dang!!..
CANT continue.
i wanna shit stomach.
byess.

steamboat next week anyone?
hahaha

nana.

2009-01-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

i teared upon doin tt.
good bye.
i took the step out.
its left with the one last step which would totally end it all.
=)

yesterday and today drinking.
but not alot.
but stopped damn long so even like after 4 bbottles 5 bottles tired le...
dead.

yesterday loose money diao.
this yr really alot unhappy stuff happens but no matter what.
i have acheived my first step.
haha.

last min late evening went over xiao lao gong house bai nian.. hahah
settle some stuff met fren up dinner.
singing drinking and bused home.
all dead tired.
hahahaha

deleted off.
i thought i come home will changed and zzz still got energy online awhile.
and do things that i long wanted to.

time to zzz soon.
hope theres sun tml.
bye all.
nite.

loves.
nana.

2009-01-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

watched all wells ends well and love matters.
both funny and lame..

had steamboat on new yr eve at boon cek house.
its been the first yr since the previous yr that we got food poisioning.
this time round daddy brought the prawns over.

this yr is the first yr that we din do any visitation of grandma sisters and brothers house gathering.
because of second sis late to go temple it closed. then went one round end up head to grandma house.

despite my uncle pass away there. we still held the same gathering we had as the previous yr at their new house.

i have learnt that i shouldnt be silly anymore.
its always better to have some backups.
not worth doing all this when it doesnt come into any appreciation too.

i had enough.
truly enough.

not being able to is one thing but knowing on a last min for me to plan last min stuff within a short time.
wtf.

worst case being able to know when u asked.
f*** it

after eating dinner collecting angbaos.
near late 11 me and cousins and sisters walked out to nearby coffeeshop nearby their apartment slacked out.
as auntie uncles are all drinking outside the garden area.
we were bored.

went back slacked awhile and stuffs.
they was suggesting movies or mustafa or chinatown.
ended up going home.
all tired.

tml gonna hav to wake early pray gongong.
then lunched with mums side.

well time to end here.
byes all.

i learning to even take the step i told myself to do from the start of the yr.
its only for me to know.

though i will have a hard year ahead. i still wished all to stay happy safe..

nanalicious.

2009-01-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

sunn tanned.
sun wasnt as strong.
=(.
tired.
bathed.

bused dwn to town.
bought body shop bronzer and sprray. cost near 50 le. with 15% discount.
bought spongeee.
next went to far east.

bought a bag to match my both dress.
went heeren bought nothing.
then to cine nth as well.

supposed to meet them for steamboat end up no.
its good to save money since i spend alot already.

bused dwn once again to bugis.
got a belt from bugis street.
wth too big for me.
gonna gets daddy help!!!

dinner at food court.
RAR!. so many ppl.
oh ya had duck rice for lunched and shared honey dew sago dessert with ade.
=D

search for another leggings and up buying some funny cheaper one from bhg.
i still think it makes my legg look big.
haha.
well wadeva.
lastly trained home.

tired tired tired!!!!.
next week shorter tanning time.
HOPE THE SUN DUN PLAY US.
=X
YEAPY.
NO WORK THIS WEEKEND!!!

COLLECTING MONEY TIMEEE!!! WEEE.

got a cute collection pink bottles from diaso at 2 dollars.
put shampoo bahhh hahahasss...

gonna be slping soon i guess. body achingggg....!!!!

byes.
nite

nanalicious

2009-01-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY.
finally after searching for long i found it.
the guy shirt nike top - 36!!!...
=D
bought a dress too ex - 49
cotten on shorts , 2pair - 30 dollars one for da jie.
stich thursday top - 18 dollar.
classic pedicure. - 35

YAWN gonna zzz soon after i wash up and stuff..!!
woot tml tanningg!!!!!!
loves.

more shopping.
bags.
bras. =x
belt.
slipper bahs..
hahaha
heeeesss....
weeeeee...
i am happy.
new clothesss....
but must control spending =)

dinner.
=x
korean food.
duncan paid. =/ whoopsy..
went over to chanel wrk shop again after shopping find sis and her bf.
after that he droved us to amara hotel there eat korean food.
yummy
first time.
=d
damn full LA.

came home 9 plus.
dead tired.
blogging away now gtg.
byes.
be back soon

nanalicious.

2009-01-20T23:14:00.001+08:00

*birthday chalet*
-fire
-bangs and knocks.
-splashed waters.
-mangement came.
-policeman came.
-fireman came.

RAR!

-tired.
-bored.
-hungry.
-headachs.
-chit chatted.

till just nice 12am.

sing birthday song to the birthday gerh.
took pictures.
cut cake.
open pressy.
slack.

the mangement simply sux.
only know how to twist and turn words that are not true.
bloody hell.
those who read this pls dont bloody book pasir ris ntuc chalet ever.
damn it.
you will regret.

btw.
heard that since the start of the yr.
each week something funny will happen.
which the previous week was like someone getting drown in the pool.
and our week came the fire.

happy 21st to our bestie zhenni.
=)though is wasnt a very good celebration but i guess it will be a memorable one.
lucky no one was hurt too.
hope you like the pressy we got you too. =)
well.

went to pasir park that nite too.
terry drove us there before that send jh and jun home.
balance us went playing those playground things there in the dark.
fun but vic fell and hurt his back.

and suay me.
fell after we got down to go back the chalet.
reached back there like 3 plus 4?
hahaha.
terry and sung went to search for slippers to buy.
so ended up asking them help me tabao mac b4 i zz..
hahaha.
got the mattress to the ground floor since upstairs wasnt clean for us to slp becos of the burnt.

slp till next morning 7 plus.
take turn to bathe.
then terry send ade to sch and poh home.
bal us went nearby her house eat breakfast.
then he drop me and vic at tm to catch our POnyo movie i wanted to watch.
wahahaha
reached ther 9 plus.
wasnt open even arcade not too.
so we slack till 10.
went arcade play losta games...
wah super no energy.
we bought the 12 o clock ticket.
ended up b4 going in i lost it.
bloody shit.
lucky morning show no one watch the gerh bring us in as we rememeber the row sit.
watched and slp alittle.
but its cute lah.
hahahaa

after that trained home.
slp.
wake up hearing big sis talking with second sis saying wah lena is dead slpin on my bed and stuff.
after that she was asking me wanna dinner.
end up okay loh.
i slp in the attire i changed in the morning all the way till nite.
i went out to parkway for steamboat.
hhahaa.
then duncan drove us to bedok dessert.
met sung there too.
then home.
bathe and zzzz.
lol.

nth good has really happen this few weeks and mth.
or maybe even the start of the yr it already did not started well.
but i will be the strong!!!.

well now point forms.
tired to even continue.
tanning was good.
lead to abit sun burn..
dang.
nvm
quite powerful sun.
happy.
hahahahahs.
laughs.

last fri after tanning and walking and stuff met zulia.
wah.
the mphosis sales lady service sux.
bloody shit.
bloody hot angry.
freak.
not going to go that bloody outlet.
update more soon abt this.
long stry.

then we walked over to find steamboat places.
here and there end up the chong qing wan but then they got new outlet at joo chat
no place at bugis they send us to new outlet saying same food and stuff plus free ride and its cheaper.
then we ok loh.
after that went to parkway.
finding clothes.
royal house.
nike top no my size and color new piece shit.
end up go giant get the fbt top and shorts.
she got a top as well.

last min bused dwn to bedok meet them up eat.
hahahas.
mac.
lalaalas.

bused home.
dead.

been wworkin and working total shagless.
staff sales fujixerox yesterday.
haahas.
slacked.
stomach cramp bloody shit.

today at wrk this uncle fell and bleed alot of his back head.
wah alot blood gushed out damn kelian...
ahh! enough tired.
lazy to continue and oh ya.
did i say i found a brother wahahahah!!!!.
same birthdate birthmonth and birthyear.
coolrite.
hahahaha.

ending here.
nites all.
bbbyess...

2009-01-10T02:21:00.001+08:00

WAH BLOODY NO FREAGGING BASIC MANNERS!!
you totally cannot make it.

SHUDUP AND GET LOST!!
its 235 in the morning now.
got to cut it short.

had nice simple meal.
white wine to go with as well.
2 tables oranganised by daddy himself.
happy 55th birrthday daddy.
loves loves loves.

intial plan was to watch movie with big sis n her bf.
ended up.
going mustafa.
seeing watches.
ended up din buy.
=.=

MANAGED to sell a P model today.
hahas.
10 dollars for z200.
wah damn long serve this customer.
lucky managed to persuade them but feel abit guilty.
ah nvm
time to slp.
byes.
nites.

khazardgerh

2009-01-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

eh.
got a new word.
RAR!
then wont get any punishment. =x
RED.
PAIN.
HOT.
TANNED. =D

dun remeber being late for half an hr.
but ade said i was half an hr late.
hahaha well.
cannot blame.
i stay far leh.
you so near.

my leg wanna break le la.
after tanning.
we took the bus to the hawker.
yummy duck rice.
stupid uncles.
=.=
only we knw whatt they did RAR.
secret!

okay.
quite a difference in tann color .
hees.
hope our next few friday plan will not be changed.
then as usual as we planned and said fri would be our tanning days there.
=D

had tom yam ban mian for breakfast.
lol
then went over there tann without buying tidbits.
silly us.
no cold drinks too.
lol.
but cheaper alot then how we used to tann their paying thoose extra money just for the bed.

only one not good point the water seems dirty.
till now i feel the itchyness!
gonna bathe again after going over fren house to finish up some glittering stuffs and decorations bah.
dead sleepy.
how i hope i can slp now.

oh ya we went over to daiso to get the 2 dollar map and me again spending another 2 dollar on a useless hp sticker.
haha.
after tanning cant tahan before bathing walked over to 7eleven buy big gulp.
ade bought 2 bananas.
=.=
hahahas.

after all we walked shop trying to find my heels and stuff till we went into dmk the service there really super good omg.
i dun mind going back there again in future.
really.
we went certain shop to see clothes service bad.
shitty.
really walked alot till wah 7 like tt.
hungry.
=x
thats fast ate the mee sua thing and now home updating awhile before goin out again.

You guys know what.
i know its abit lame but we first time saw STARFISH!
HAHAHas.
anyway.
will be back soon.
smiles.
seeing it doesnt makes me feel happy but simply feel that its just not you.
why are you doing this.

i wanna hate.
but i cant.
LET ME SAY THIS IF YOU EVER MAKE ME HATE YOU.
DUN EVER THINK I WILL EVER FORGIVE.
so pls dun ever do that.

kks.
gtg.
bbyes people.

khazardgerh.

2009-01-08T22:21:00.003+08:00

ate macdonalds.
yummy.

met old fren up after seeing doctor.
updates.
=)

last min chalet to come on sun till monday.
yeays.
this time round mum have no objections.
so it means can enjoy!!!
haas.
whoops haven tell daddy.
should be no problem i guess.
thanks chirst for letting me off too!!!

but the rest of balance days work work work.
got to start earning more $$ again.

looking forward to tanning tml!!
yeapy!!
happy.
have to do some packing soon.

love my new blog skin.
its cute and nicee!!
simple.

well. thinking of my new pay system.
guessed got to try damn hard to push higher "P" models.
hahahas.
abit hard as those people there are looking for cheap stuffs.
but i believe i CAN DO IT!!!

tml got to wake up early.
so gonna have a good nite slp.
LALALA.

2009-01-07T01:48:00.001+08:00

shopped for a fbt short.
shopped for a fbt top as well.
shopped for a skirt.
shopped for a necklace.
shopped for few items which are for cny some not paid and collected.
i got to control.
shit.

had steamboat. =)
after catching up with fren when back over to her work place to find her.
chit chatted.
trained home.

big gulp.
woots
did up this new look for my blogskin.
took damn long.
gonna faint.

neoprints.
haas.
scanned my part waiting for balance 4. =D

bye,
nites all.

khazardgerh.

2009-01-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

guessed not gonna wait anymore.
going for some tanning session tml.
stopped for too long le.

hungry.
yawn.

wondering should i have steamboat today anot.
hahahas.
maybe.
lazy to travel back and there again tml.

bye all.

2009-01-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

few randoms...

well wads wrong with you recently.
stop you f******* rubbish will you.
making everyone pissed at you.
PLS.

what a new yr i had this yr.
due to sickness.
i have no mood to go anywhere.
sleepless nights.
end up trying to sleep at home.

eh.
you are the best thing that ever happen this yr?
laughss..
a fren told me that when i said that nth good seem to happen even ending of the new yr its such a sad one.
well.. smses keep rolling in even before 12.
but i didnt forward out any.

what i could remember previous yr we was at esplanade seeing fireworks.
and some idiots sprayed us those funny thing.
it was when we guys are still in contact.
but well.
soon to be a yr and this yr is so different everything that we do doesnt involve the "US" anymore..

went singing with vic and jh yesterday.
its just some last min meetup for singing session.
after that had a quick dinner.
but ended up. vic downgrade his new w910 phone at bedok for a china phone. LAUGHS..
the one that can watch tv.
huge sound.
laughs..
walking around asking shops how much they take in his phone ended up i suggested going back to the one he saw the china phone.
they sure can offer better price.
indeed they did.
he top up 8 dollars. hahaha
we went to have fish soup nearby his house as he went up to take his boxes and stuff for selling.
wah.
the fish soup stall maybe too famous wait damn long.
LOLs.

after eating we strolled back there.
so he settled his stuff of phone.
after that me and jh bused home.

today last min decision to meet poh and vic too.
after wrk i think she went to his house for a hair cut.
went over to find them.
ending up going over to mac.
damn funny.
i ordered a set of student mcnugget meal.
told her i wan it upsized.
but when i saw my drink cupm was small i looked at her and said eh.
i thought its been upsized.
=.=
she gave me a blur look oh she forgotten.
then i told her nvm .
its okay.
then next min i saw fillet o fish burger on the tray and blur look given by me again asking the other side gerh.
ehh.
i ordered mcnugget but how come its this.
WAHH!!.
scream.
after she serve her current customer she say sry sry sry again.
well.
i said nvm.
walked over to them told them hahaha headed back to table sit.
eat.
chit chat and stuffed.
took mums products that poh bought for me.
and after food earlier on vic left slightly earlier to meet fren.
end up we crossed over he is still there smoking waiting.
end up he accompany us walked around to buy the stuffs that i wanted.
3 colorful pairs socks.
three pairs - ten dollars. hahaha
next headed to ntuc.
kit kat chuncky - $1.60
ice mountain water - dunnoe how many cents.
box of blackcurrent mentos sweet think 90 cents or so.

after all. headed back to interchange with them.
he went to mrt.
me and poh bused home.
and now here am i blogging away updating while chatting on phone.
LOLS.
rushed home watch xiao niang er.
hahahaha..
wooTS...!!!

ohh...
xmas was...
dots.
intially starting was a total mess.
well.
same things always happen do not wanna elaborate.
stop saying stuffs that isnt nice.
coming to meet us doesnt mean that just becos we not meeting other people then we placed you guys second or so okays.
anyone who hears this sure will be pissed.
it may not appeal much to you.
you dun feel that saying this kind of thing is damn shit ass?
and now again.
enough enough.
2 to 3 times things happen this time round we all quarrel.
not only one but 3 -4 persons issit abit too much.

wadeva shit.
if plans to you who started planning end up not able to be attending in the first start wads the point.
bloody shit.
ended up being pek cek.
me and ade plan else thing.
meeting up with vic and jun and jh at thiong bahru.
go to her house since we din go before.
we wanted to watch movie.
end up everywhere all booked.
only yishun got alot avaialble sits which is too far.
diao..

before heading to her house we went to ntuc.
bought stuffs to cook at her house spagetti.
lol
we got creamy sauce.
we got tomatoe sauce.
hahahaha
funny.
and bought ingrediants for cooking soup.
ended up reaching there started watching tv.
then that Pig jun slept.
at first din help them much cause after that went her room watch mob tv.
hahahaha...
then went out help pluck abit tau gay.
not that bad after all hor.
got help too. =D
after eating watching tv.
we played poka cards.
passport passport new game taught.
=/
heart attack.
indian poker.
true or dare
bla bla.
they wanted mahjong but i voted cards instead.
=)
after that at a later timing we played and drink some beer and wine..
hahaha oh my reach home 3 plus 4.

and dad told me not to be home after 1130 now..!!! yaaaa...
nvm...

year 2009 resolutions.

says that no more negative stuffs. - i will try =/
earn more money.
most prob find a new full time job.
spending more time with loves.
more tanning and swimming days to come. -- i miss those days. its been long =/
everyone to stay as happy safe and sound.
to delete those unwanted contacts and stuffs.

to be continued.

heart by heart connections. =)
oh my lots of people birthday coming le.
her birthday daddy birthday.
waahhhh!!!!.
alot people become 21 this yr.
i can die man!!!!

khazardlicious.

2008-12-25T04:13:00.002+08:00

thoughh is abit sad to hear it.
but kowing that you have moved on is good. =)
i am tired.
sleepy.cabbed home with them.
drank wine and beer.
yawn.
game and forfeit.
sin know that it was in such a quick timing that i would hear this.
end up all went to ade house to slack over.
cooking,
lol.
tired.
nites all.
updates soon.

i am sry but i am glad. =)

byes.

2008-12-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

most prob change to plans in my presents.
well.
yawn.

slacked home today.
so tired.
they went shopping din followed.
stay home chat and rot.

few like biting chocolates.
its xmas tml once is strikes midnite.
pressyS!!

hum wonder what are the plans of activities we will be having.
movie?
singing?
prawning?
bowling?
drinking?
running?
baking?
crapping?
gossiping?

LOLS
aiya dunnoe la.
anyhow.

earlier on he was telling me
WAH your good fren SAy aabt him.
i was like who.
giving those impossible names.
diaox.
after knowing what has happened.
i was like ookay fine.
no point staying angry or so bah.

anyway.
ending here.

bye.
nites.

khazardgerh

2008-12-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

happy.
got the ring i wanted.
thanks mummy =D.
initially gave the idea up for it.

but when she ask what i wanted for xmas tadah.
suddenly it came to my mind that rinG!!..
knew she would say not really worth the price.
but anyway i love it.
=/

met up with nini to do some shopping.
well.
supposed to meet all at 2.
if you expect us to call you like we are ur maid.
no point.
okay.
we will just go ahead.

okay she bought 3 tops.
i bought 2
plus another two polo from giordano.
my ring.
hee hee.

i saw the samsung mp3 with speaker i wanted at best denki..!!
sharks.
at wisma there.
itouch or samsung mp3 dot.
i wan discount so ex lah.
hahahas.

i need more cny clothes bags and shoes..
help!!!!

dead tired.
argh.
after long day shopping we went to few places.
plaza sing.
heeren.
cineleisure.
wisma.
taka.

shit.
mum is pshycoing me to change my ring to a better wan -.-
dots la!!!

stomach.
gtg bye.

khazardgerh.

2008-12-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

i want to hate you!!!.
but i cant damn it.
freagging shit.

issit really becos of sturborness i wonder.
like what he said.
i dun believe.
i am just to tired.
tired to even continue all this shit.
knowing i have to end it all but.
its not easy.

the song.
the promise.
the pact.
the love.

its no longer there.
everything seems like it just happened yeterday.
its been a yr since.

if in this way of things to be done you will be happy.
i wish you all the best and stay happy.

i am tired.
i really need a good place for a scream.
any suggessions?

maybe i should just do those thing that i had in mind.
basket cheena customer last week made me fed up and flare up did same thin again.
but lucky buy liao damn it.
okay time to bathe and zzz.

xmas is around thhe corner.
all i ask for chrismas is ....
okays.

nites.

b n a l c o s.

2008-12-19T02:38:00.003+08:00

homed blogging.
ended up watching IP man.
intially see online no slots for that only twightlight end up reach there alot ppl queing.
plus we din saw much available seats online slots plus by the time we queued for our turn it was 12 le then so qiao IP man slot at 12 came out.
hee.
so tired.
bolt combo.
zapple & coke and sweet pop corns..!!
heee...

tired.
okays.
going washup and boom into lalaland.
sleeepyy...!
mum says my hair color too wild...
faintt...
nah...
nvm.
done le...
i must be happy instead.
hur hur.
after hearing from her that she saw someone.
i was like ya wth.
same things repeating just becos she might be matured.
basket.
nvm.
itouch???
i found few deal.
one is with a 10 percent off hum.
should i change my t10 away since its sensor been giving me alot of problem.

mr baddie juinO if you see this JIA YOU ahh!!!..
lols...
though it will be hard and tough in there hang on.
=D
bleahs.
oh ya.
dun forget you still owe me present lei...
the urban male colorful bear bear.
=)
i will be waiting for it.
LOLS!!!!!
LALLALAAS...!!!

[edited]
met terry and sung at eunos mrt.
-.-
punch in station to realise they wanted tell me straight go singing or.
end up i say ya.
at katong.
end up punch out within that min from the control station.
bought kit kat.
2 for 3 dollars.
walked to bustop.
we took bus 15 down to parkway and walk.
end up jun din come. dang.
nvm.
reachered there they gave us a room i was like wah small but got plasma tv not bad.
end up they tell us someone request for that room.
wth.
end up we change room lo.
freak.
after singing for 2 hours went to parkway wanna shop for shirt.
cant find any end up watson bought a foundation thing.
then after all stuff we bused down to bedok inter.
suppose meet vic jun there.
we was deciding whether to go 85 market.
end up no.
me terry and sung went hawker eat.
tom yam ban mian for me and sung.
terry order ban mian add noodle.
wah the bowl for his is huge.
LOLS.
damn funny.
nvm.
after all.
bused home.
quarrelled with sis and mum damn!!!....
basket.
irritating.
well.
gonna end here.
bathe watch tv.
ahh!
tmr got to work.
alvin called me to confirm whether i working tmr at there.
and yeas thats wad i said.
hahas.

anyway byes all.

bendanlicious.

byesss.....

2008-12-18T14:50:00.003+08:00

[EDITED]
had my hair color added to become more bright.
whoo.
its really bright.
she just touch up my frindge and top part abit.
but at least its brighter alot now.
hahas.
looks omg.
=/
took bus home.
ate dinner.
watch 9 oclock show.
now slacking.
waiting to watch twitlight ltr.
=)
most prob some singing session tml and shopping.

i wan pop corns!!!
whooo....
yawn.
tired.
update soon.
=)
counting down to xmas.
wads my pressys and stufff.
whooosss.
pinky phone.
omg.
basket my head still thinking about it.

byes ppl.
gtg.

卓文萱 - 幸福氧氣

卓文萱 - 甜甜圈

卓文萱 - 怎麼知道你愛我

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蔡健雅 & 孫燕姿 - 原點

2008-12-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

decided to do ash golden.
ended up not that bright bah.
okay bah.
maybe cause my initial brown color was dark bah.

dyed.
went to chirst house find her.
slack.
watch tv.
see her hair.
lols.
reminds me of my last perm hair.

rotiprata.
ice bandung.

took bus down.
dang.
youji meesua.
oh my gosh.

tired.
i need some drinks to make me releax.
=/
anyone?

there goes my day on this date.

byes.

bendanlicious

2008-12-16T01:42:00.001+08:00

Pissed.
damn shit.
basket angry angry angry in the noon till wah!!!.
hotar!!!1

now sot of cooled dwn alittle.
a day which i thought would lasted.
used to be a important date.
but now i dun know.

ended up thinking of itouch and f480 (pink)

tom yam ban mian.
pastamania.
youji meesua.

ended.
thats my meal from lunch to supper.

finally i can have some long slp tml.
super tired.
waiting for hair to dry now.
hope my hp doesnt ring.

yawn.
nites all.

DA BENDAn!!!!

bendanlicious.

2008-12-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

tired.
spinning headach.
all i remember abt this few days aare.
fruit tarts
youji mee sua.
cheena cam sales =/
mickey mouse phone.
mr baddie enlisting.
sim lim.
pedicure.
haircut.
steamboat.
shaampoo.
newton
stingray.
xiaoman tou
lala.
carrot cake
vege fried with sambal and eee oyster eggg dun eat.
omg.

just now after wrk went spper.
considered as dinner.
after eating we took bus ended up realising that we near woodlandss..
-.-
wrong direction.
faint
gt dwn bus.
waited bus but ended up all share cab home.

waves or higlight.?
copper gold?
i wan bright highlights.
=)

lazy to continue.
when think off wad to updATE then say nites all tired.

bendanlicious.

2008-12-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

i guess its just that i am not being used to people nagging around me.
its okay with one or 2 people a day but not aday with so much and not being able to take it as its irritating.
i am not trying to say things that leads to misunderstandings but is just that i cant understand why everyone shoot me confirm all will do it at a same time.
its sure to be something saying me which i maybe stubborn myself but its just like you might not like someone nagging at you too i guess.
i am not saying is becos of you saying me but i am pissed is becos all say me nvm but i just dun like ppl pulling the band off.

its like if you were in my shoes maybe like what you say ppl wont care but if you are already feeling paranoid of few ppl saying you at one go and on other hand i pull ur rubber band wont you feel pissed at all?
i maybe childish but i didnt wish for all this to happen as well.

and i am not saying you are kpo about my life stuff or what.

having sickness and stuff isnt as eaasy working.
been having fever last few days but knowing its too troublesome to take off the last few days of work not to trouble you with such little things as well.

just hope you would understand though it doesnt concern you at all at times.
i know you are trying your very best.

left 9 plus at wrk
met frens us supper at 85 market.
slacked and home.

tired.
finally a off tml.
so that i could sleep slight longer.
today sales starting to roll in more and more sales.
its weird.
once sales came non stop closing at ltr hour.

=)
tempted doing the waves he said.
hum.
nites all.
bathing time.

bendanlicious.

2008-12-03T09:14:00.003+08:00

i guess all those arnt important anymore.

went supper with them at bedok simpang last nite after wrk.
had chicken porridge and mashed pototoe.
after that sung drove us to the playground.
me poh sung and jun.
just played the swing and slack.

missing the days that i would be swinging on the swing with no worries when we was young.
having nth to think and wry.

we bought drinks and snacks and sweets after that close to 12 needed toilet urgently ended up leaving to send sung home and then poh aand me and lastly jun.
hahas.

okays
time to get ready for wrk.
bbyes.

bendanlicious.

2008-11-29T00:30:00.001+08:00

ya stupid idiot uncle.
argh.
curse and swear...!!
this stupid uncle with his frens super idiot.
dinner time went dinner with vesper at hawker bloody shit we sit a asmoking area. wher after ordering food vesper went to order drinks.
basket uncle walked over to his frens table talking and look at me i find it weird.
i was aleady feeling pissed cause of my sickness.
and seeing some idiot customers make me more boiling!!!this stupid uncle afterwalked over and said in chi eh abt he just now drop or put a paper on the chair or below floor below asking me to standup.
i pek cek i straight away say uncle ni bu yao gei siao hor.
means dun act hor before i sit down i checked and i din see anything bloody shit him end up walking away upon hearing me say this.
irritated la.
wan bluff or wad pls find something better i not so bo liao entertain you.
after that vesper walked back and he says dont u think other side sit is better i straight aaway stand up and say ya. we lets go and i said stupid idiot FISH UNCLE. and thing to vesper argh.
PISSED>>
really my blood boiling.
sam joined us eating aafter that .
then me and vesper left go back to work.
on the way wtfish really man.
walk bustop to rd fell dwn shit man!.
basket.!!!!!
REALLY LA!!!
SUAY CAN.
in one day still feverish,met stupid uncles,stupid ah nehs.,fall down and so .
wah lau ehh.
lucky yonghe passed me two panadol b4 lunch and felt abit better but still same same la.
face feeling abit hot.
good thing for today despite all the bad luck main important sales not that bad for me.
tried clearing z10 instead as alvin requested they left alot.
so managed to quite a number of quantity.
had lunch with yonghe and vesper hahaha.
duck rice .
they ate laksa.
hahaha
bought a packet of 1 dollar sweet those ehhhhhdunnoe how to describe wan happily went back audio give ppl eat sweets ask alvin whether he wans end up say i gt con.
-.-
YAAAAA! he say like now pricing for big packet wan i think is abt tt pricing...
but i thought its cheap comparing to other sweets consider nt bad diff flavour ma in one packet. starwberry grape orange apple mint and ehhhh... think no more.
my sweets gone fast put in drawer after only ate 2 .
went back see half gone.
yaaaa.
saw yonghe so self service no wonder.
laughs thats explain y our sweets so fast finish tts y.

was browsing through certain peoples blog.

i guess guys would be guys ba afterall.
all off them are about the same.

i remembered my fren telling me a leopord nvr changes its spots.
all of us knew this from the start.but i guess its all stubborness.
not believeing that are true.
=)

mummys birthday is the day after.
thats fast.
YAAAAAA!!! she thought abt something which i was duh stunt.
din reply her though.
LOLS.
okays...
got to catch some long sleep.
gonna wake early tml.!
i was like the last today at work did i reached like 11? ya i think suppose 10 plus be in le. hahahaha
whoops=x!!
Wahahaha!!!
=/

pain pain... =(
stupid idiot frens keep laughing at me cause i fall!!! YA!!!!
damn.

amgettingboredthinkingofsillythingsattimes.
pamperedlittlegerhstillwishingandwishingalltobesafesoundandhappy.

thinkingback.
arethosewordsfromyourheart.
orwasitjustsomethingwhichyoucouldsaytoanyone?

i am so getting used to now bah.=/

iwananewphone.=D

bye
nitesall.

bendanlicious.

2008-11-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

SCREAM.
37.9 degreee.
yaaa wth..
its fever la.
damn.
out of all days when i am not suppose to be sick.
i am seriously dying.
my whole face felt so hot.
like wanna burn.
red red abit.
shit la.
no mood slack slack serve toked alot customers idiot some.
arse.
sold i think 20 sets.
dunnoe lah.
hack.
i am totally dead.
wanted to eat end up.
after all no went home.
really dead la.
yesterday fun.
lol.
ya asides me being bad mood well of my getting fevery feel.
damn
end up ate a panadol cold. much better after eating wad ade pass me.
we went heigen daz dunnoe how to spell.
me sung poh and ade.
after eating ice cream.
walked around the headed down for you ji mee sua.
hahaha
woo...
yummy.
with 2 vegess.
then woohoo out suprise for her.
laughs.
omg its like once in my life we celebrate it at playgrounds with all the decos and stuff.
wah we stroll down long distance.
dang.
then played indian poker again.
wahahaha
yea.
true or dare..
oh my...
confirm no one was lucky to be escaped.
-.-
after all headed down to cc trying to see we can use the toilet not. OH my god.
Ehhhh
laughs.
end up no way cannot tahan cabbed home.
shall update pics and stuffs soon.
i really have no strength to move and tok .
damn
forget it.
gonna wash up.
nites all.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-11-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

well.
nth to say much but nth interesting.
work work and work .
nth special.
hearing same old things again and again.
well.
forget it.
okay.
today sales i guess was expected by me.
0 sales.
ya.
wadeva.
i am so tired.
11-6.30
headed home bathe changed get house keys from mum which i lost.
ya 3 keys she said 6 dollar.
good one.
while working fren called to confirm whether going his granddad wake.
well end up okays.
met vic at station first before heading over to orchard to meet poh then the rest at chua chu kang.
the wake is there.
damn far.
wah
my stomach damn freaging bloated lah!!.
you know why.
yaaaa...
becos 6 of us gather at the table after eating we started playing the indian game thing number cards.
which each one take a card put on forhead area .
smallest will have to either eat the food we bet or drink cups of mineral water which is in boxes.wah...
poh drank like 17 or 16 cups...
wahahaha suay vic like 19 or 20?
wahahahaha
jh like 11-13?
lol
me sung and jun lesser
but its like my first time drink so much water lah.
keep goin toilet.
they had buffet so we grab food over to the table to use as forfeit.
end up we did not wait for twrry come over as i guess he 2 plus then coming over somemore not confirm.
so me and poh cabbed home.
dead slpy.
gonna wash up and zzz.
tml another day .
meeting frens up settle some stuffs.
well.

thats all for now.
byes and niites all.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-11-17T13:21:00.001+08:00

smiles smiles smiles..
=D...
LALALs.
=/

thanks frens.
had a suprise twice this week first.
was with chirst rilly and pearlyn.
we went singing.
din eat dinner.
had this mini pot food inside..
lttle..
hungry
they say go mac buy i tot really.
end up i wanted nuggets so cute they gt 20 nuggets as my age is 20.
and they got me a cake..
omg...
went to topone at bugis.
seem not bad but dun like the idea no remote controller.
hahaa.
nvm
next up ahead.
thanks daddy for my adidas watch and birthday treat...
woohoo..
then to them who omg.
intially was getting angry when called few up saying they are still home.
called another not picking my call.
shit lo.
the rest brought me up to vivo garden area telling me look this and that.
seems funny thinking y one of them would ask did i sit cable car before?
yarrr...
hahahasss..
when i turned suddenly all pop out with a cake.
omg.
and i thought ade work till damn late la...
din expect she would be there so early too.
jun sung jh ade terry all pop out.
haha
gain another watch ..
nice nice..
swatch watch ..
hehehee....
while opening the present laughing away damn funny with those words and wrapping laughs...
omg...
afterall endded up going change out to something comfortable.
laughs.
we took mrt down to outram.
and walked...
they had weird meeting.
ended up all a this pub dunnoe called wad.
they ordered 2 bottles martell.
yar...
omg wan.
drank quite alot.
hate the smell of chivas and martell shit lo..
left at 1 plus near 2.
reached home dead sleepy.
wash up...
went to lalaland..
wake up no feeling.
just hungry!!!

thanks to those who had wished me .
=D

having cravings for steamboat later.
anyone?
hahaha.
most prob going with them.

oh ya day before watch mardascar 2.
LOLx...
well alrightes
yawn...

ended IMM and BPP show.
awesome.
tired.

okays shall uploade pics soon.
too lazy.

byesss

bendanlicious.

2008-11-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

dead.
too much to update till lazy.
shall update after my birthday.
weekend sales not bad.
sat sa;es more then sun.
started to slack alittle.

ate.
home.
bathe.

rdshow ahead.
given up?

nites.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-10-28T03:40:00.000+08:00

WAH.
AWESOME.
THE green label must be kept by dunnoe how many yrs.
super strong wanna vomit.
we went over cheers bought tom yam cup noodles as i had cravings.
then back to jh house to eat and slack chit chat.
b4 that i went do hair straightening damn long. cant tahan my hair any longer.
seem straight but i cant tolerate anymoree gonna wash my hair now soon in this early morning at 3:29 am.
after rebornding went find jh and vic at bedok with one of their fren.
took bus down to parkkway.
had pastamania suay
miso mushroom no more when its my o.
the lady came out tell me after waited quite some time.
yawn.
we bought his pressy interesting one.
HAHAHHA.
laughs.
after all headed to jh house.
watched dvd.
painted love i think
sad story,.
but nice.
after eating supper. we drank some wine..
not much kick.
but wahhh the green labelll eewwww..
smell double or thriple time chivas damn errr...
hate tt smell.
tried pouring in all the bal lemon barley to mix with ice...
hahaha
lucky i managed to finish.
thanks for vic and sung walked me home b4 they cabb home.
hahahas.
well.
dad niam.
saying me more and more daring to come home this timing...
beenn out always and staafff he forbids me to be home after 12.
=(
guess this few days will guai guai come home early first and see how.
hahahah.
=/

toked abt how old we would get married.
what is our plans.
will we still be sitting here crapping 10 yrs down the rd.
and lots more.

dead.
nites all.
bbyeess...

MR JUINO will be enlisting in dec...
awwww...
sigh....
sobs...
=/

hamsters are cute.

b e n d a n li c i o u s.

2008-10-25T23:19:00.001+08:00

had a freagging bad dream last nite.
i hope its just a dream that is rubbish fake.
feel like vomitting headachhh!!!

reached there alot of stupid customers today...
arseeee!!!!!
saw that bitchh!!!! sian...
nvm...
better dun come disturb me.

end up not going for their bbq chalet thing.
sry too tired and mood freagging low.
din managed to have dinner there.
yar its lame.
last time no time eat dinner cause busy with sales.
this time din eat cause too many tandoS!!!.

bought 2 packets of nutri tea - barley today.
on the way home bought chocolate and few sushi for dinner.
am full.
going bathe and zzz.

so bored...
days there getting abit boring.

lame samsung gt 13. something pixel in camera and nikon has 14. something..
diao...
next yr look forward to 20 liao lah..
alot customers comee ask ask ask abt cheapo stufff..
i wanna faints....
very tired.

tml need reach earlier today reach 11. abit late.
haaasss..
dead...
well most prob going over sung house tml nite.
steamboat? hahahas.
will be back with updates soon.

love me
hate me
your say!

byes.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-10-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

once its broken everything wouldnt be the same anymore.
i tell myself not to think about it.
maybe its a good time that it really broke without myself throwing it.
am still trying hard not to look back.
yar... lame shit..
i am so tired to even update my blog about wad happen this few days... will update more detailed soon
shooping with them.
can call them shooping king!!.
i buy nt much they bought alot..
omg.
sometimes i really wonder dun you feel sad afterall.
working at the show sales slow....
fast on low end models - a850.
managed to sell high end model.
like 4 or 5 sets balance all low end.
people here all dotss..

hope tml sales at there will be good.
i am so tired and slpy.
will soon.
do i really eat alot when i unhappy?
i think so.
i today really ate alot nvm.
after supper i went cheers buy chocolate caramel thing one small box honey star flakes and a barley.
now waiting for my drink to be colder.
the rest eaten finish ya.
whole day had chicken porridge , some carrot cake , subway , cookies, tom yam mee sua , wan tan noodles...
yarr!!!.
wth...
last nite on the way home in low moods went to 7 eleven bought the spicy mushroom cup noodle.
went home cooked it and eat and i threw a tom yam cube whole thing into the soup make it more spicy...
i felt whole body freaging hot.
but well.
i guess moodless till dun feel much kick afterall.

in the lift had a funny conversation with someone.
well.
time for barleey and some slp.
hair seem dry...
nites all.

is my smile now all fake?
am i being myself.
i hate myself.
i hate this life of mine.
i hate everyone.
maybe.

stay happy all.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-10-21T02:12:00.001+08:00

sat celebrated jh bd.
met jun and sung to get his pressy at century.
had my yummy hot plate chicken as usual from the food court.
=D
wore the funny dress jumper skirt that i bought on fri with them at orchard fareast.
funny.
walked whole far east cant find nth nice end up got the dress jumper which they keep saying is nice which i keep think it looks weirdon me
got a cheap slipper.
wooo.
first time i heard.
the lady tell me gt size 41.
hahahas.
happily tried it.
end up after long got it.
okays.
our sat plan was to go minds cafe.
end up bd boy wan change location so we headed to kallang leisurepark kbox instead.
so after buying his pressy and eating rushed home to bathe again and changed into shorts and t-shirt.
bought a jacket costing 33.
seem like abit not worth but nvm.
like the star star design.
had buffet.
so we all met up 6 plus.
me nini vic jh and jun all met up platform then we walked dwn find bus there.
waited so long.
reached there alittle late.
once we reached there started eating instead of singing.
wahahaha
so i choose few zhang hui mei song to let the song play and we eat.
woot.
they said i really like her songs alot as always choose alot of her songs to sing.
hahaha.
we sang nan ren nui ren.
alot alot more songs.
damn funny.
after all the singing it ended at 11.
we went dwn to arcade play the bball game awhile.
t=but there wan the balls damn weird really if jun agrees.
hahahas.
keep throw cannt get in somemore.
i still prefer bugis arcade wan after all.
after the game we took a bus down to east coast.
mood this few day hasnt been good tired plus so many things to settle.
the way i talk also doesnt sound rite.
went there slacked.
1 plus 2. we seprate into 2 cabs home.
ade came to find us there after wrk.
okays then sun last min decision to go to vic house accompany poh they all slack,
as vic reborn her hair.
bought snacks over watch tv and chit chat.
sung came over late evening.
then after all nini din go her chalet. =/
woot.
then we all at nite went dinner at 85 market.
a rush wan cause vic need be at his camp by 1030.
after that walk to clearwater bustop took bus home.
and today last min decision to meet them over at century for a movie.
stomach keep go toilet dunnoe y.
but after all the rubbish food i had it seem better.
maybe becos my stomach make up of rubbish tts y.
on the way to mrt bought a packet milo.
hahahas.
well stay home whole day nt doing wad i am supposed to do.
i really dunnoe wads daddy thinking.
is he acting blur ?
i dun think he din receive the message but he doesnt seem to say anything abt it.
why.
sigh.
had my same chicken korean set there again. yummmy.!! century still the best.
we watched max payne.
rating i guess i dun find it nice.
cause very tired too.
when i sit down started thinking abt past back memories there.
it just flash back lame but yar....
seems like everything just happen yesterday.
i found the pic which i was long finding.
i didnt throw it or tear it.
i found it in a recent album on the dining table which my mum put all our recent pictures stuff.
keep at there eat pop corn and drink water and then hear music and zzz too.
after that we went over hdb area.
cut jh birthday cake.
funny no forks no plates no nth only box knife cake.
uploade pics up soon.
we used the box teared up to put cake on.
adeline : looks like some beggar eating cakes
me : eh.! beggar where got eat bangawan solo cake wan..!!
all : laughs... hahahs.
after cake cutting session all of us took bus home..
bought a ear piece from courts.
look cute and its cheap.
so bought it as my ear piece is spoiling.

well. many ppl bd coming.
mine as well.
planning one gathering with work place ppl too.
maybe singing and so.

my moodd damnn ARGH!!!! better dun come disturb me!!!!
dun ask why!!!

special thanks to mr BADDIE JUINO for those songsSS!!
woo...
hahahass.
lalalas...
those impossible hard songs to find also let u found.
hahahsss....
thanks x 100 times...
well anyway updates soon with pictures up soon bahss..
tired.
byes all.

b e n d a nl i c i o u s.

2008-10-14T04:02:00.002+08:00

lucky they are sound aslp.
=/
okays back not long.
full had tom yam noodles and drinks from 7 eleven.
ate them before walking home.
hee.

nua at home whole day.
ate udong and stuffs.
daddy bought some food.

hmm is this worst then previous my eating.
it seems like.
met up with them.
had burger king.
dang!!!!

b4 hm still had noodles.
macham breakfast.
i think goin zzz soon aafter my shower.
tml i guess no breakfast needed.

later having steamboat with jun sung sheng jh and nini.
might go window walking early.
see how.
lols.

my mp3.
so incovinient without it argh.
saw s5 the newer series 4gb its like 2 plus in retail price on samsung web.
seem attractive with staff price might be lower.
but apple i touch 8gb seem interesting too but no speaker.
omg.
or should i just wait ahhh!!!
sigh....
siaaann....!!!!
i wan themm!!!
who wanna buy for me...
lols.
lame i know.
sian dun intend to wrk this coming weekend.
exams exams..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shitty shit.

gone.
byes.

talking of the past makes me think backk.
ya shit.
though he said that happy things just keep it as memories dun think so much.

i dunnoe.
lame shit.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

okays...

2008-10-12T22:57:00.003+08:00

well wads lost no matter wad wouldnt be back.
today sales consider dunnoe as wad.
sigh for me like baad.
must wear red to bring luck.
dang!>.<
really jia lat eat alot.
subway.qi ji.cookies.sweettalk green apple red tea jelly. ice bandung.
after show got a ride home through kelvin car with vivian hur hur.
laughs.
tired.
i wan steamboat.!
but lasy.

lyrics..

失落非主流 - 周杰伦
你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐
怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

awesome!!! niceee song!!!!!!
loves loves loves.

sometimes i just wonder issit becos of those little things i do that i see gods punishment to me like tt.
well.
no matter what i wish all my frens to stay happy.healthy.safe.

byes.

b e n d a l i c i o u s.

2008-10-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

purely suay to lose it.
too tired to think much too.
went to few places yesterday.
well.
nth much to say.
guess after this post and songs thats are being sent over will be lalaland time.
i am really very tired.
been eating alot recently again dunnoe y.
yesterday met them time in that short period auntie annie - chocolate mint.
shared some sushi.
kit kat chunky
shared a peach jolly sandy.
sambal fried rice.
wang wang.
watermelon dessert hur hur.

nice song

total sold 10ssets today plus another place deposit.
i guess i just dun understand my heart at all.
i really need a place to releax.
i wanna scream.
hahaha.

today eaten something light b4 went out reach there bought kfc large fries.
had chicken mee sua thing.
tom yam dong fen.
the tom yum soup damn power.
curry chicken and rice and others.
hahahas
had
ice bandung. - 10 percent off - minus 20 cents hahaha.
nutri tea barley.
abit of pepsi.
100 plus lemon.
crysanthemum tea.

see in this state how to not gain weight.
damn.
sigh bye all nites.
update soon.

nth much to look forward too.
nothing good or interesting will happen anyway.
birthday will be here soon i guesss it would just be another normal day.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s

2008-10-08T08:29:00.003+08:00

请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手

请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活
请不要分了以後还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
原谅我/ Tha Thứ Cho Anh lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/41563-Tha-Thu-Cho-Anh~Tieu-Kinh-Dang.html
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得
我难过
我才懂

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆缘份让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

nice nice lovess songs

enjoy.

had singing session with them yesterday.
we went to chai chee cc.
after headed for kemb you ji mee sua.
laughs.
then finding shops to cut hair.
just felt like cutting again.
couldnt find any only have eb haircut 10 mins
omg.
din try this kind b4 but i am looking for hair cut shop till diao.
i took the risk since wanna do trimming of frindge and abit behind only.
stupid fren at first say no diff.
but i think its much neater.
went to find a place study.
tried but cant really study.
slack.
din feel like goin home so early.
we chatted alot.
laughs.
omg like first time.
hahaha
anyway.
dun ever do funny things.
abt 1 plus felt like biting food.
lol.
went to 7 eleven wanting to buy cup noodle.
but i realise the coffee shop got one noodle stall haven close.
end up had tt.
haas.

dead tired..
cramps are killing me.
i need more shopping for clothes and stuff!!!
ahhh!!!!

my fren told me.
you shouldnt care off such things.
just be happy that it once happen before and that i was happy.
but there are certain things which i find it scary.
i should have hated him alot. in between so many things happen
but i cant.
i dun wanna hate anyone for now.

i said i wanna throw that away is just me being silly keeping onto something which i think has no point.
he said no you shouldnt lah.
hahahas.
funny.

maybe afterall from the starto f my theory of cant be able to find the picture i knew the answer.
that might be gods ans to me.
if this is wads god plan for me i will follow on.

i know i missed out alot of things give up fews things and ppl i was stupid to believe lah.
hahahas.
well.

gonna get ready for work arbo late le.
byes.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-10-06T08:40:00.002+08:00

reached home 1 plus.
was so tired.
whole day having cramps wth!
idiot wan.
sales ah sian.
split sales.
after show packed stock thing and count at the shop and stuff.
before that while working bought a bearr just for the hook.
to realise after meet sung and liyun and terry.
liyun say the bag the other bear also can kiap.
OMG.
nvm.
stupid!!! waited abt 45 min at bedok inter for them.
wanted to go home but end up we go 85 market eat.
funny acting blur with ah ber.
sung got his cheque he forgotten where he plced it.
place it in my pocket.
act blur all the way.
then terry drove back to the same spot.
doin a big round hahahas.
this time round better.
he drove i think his parents car.
not that van.
if nt dangerous.
=x
laughs.
we told him not to do stunts haaass..
okays after long searching acting bllur and stuff ended up late late late at 85 market.
abt 1 plus.
we 4 had pork porridge and they ordered oyster and i ordered stingray.
no more vege saded.
dang.
4 cups of sugar cane.
so dead .
after tt wanted go toilet.
both of them dun wanna go endn up terry accompany me to toilet.
haas damn funny no coins.
terry : you got coins not.
me : no leh.
terry : searching and pulling out a 10 dollar note.
me : ehhh. damn funny la wan use 10 cents only. end up i walk toilet there uncle u got 10 dollar change =x.
uncle : no you owe me 10 cents la.
me : eh. blur... you wait wait uncle urgent runs into toilet.
terry : outside waiting.
me : came out toilet asking how how omg.
hahahaha
okahy end of the day uncle say u gt then give lo dun have then you owe me 10 cents lo.
hahahahs.
laughs.
xie xie uncle.
=x
nt bluffing a toilet thing loh.
dang!!
after that they wanna go elsewher slack but already like 1 plus 2.
i lasy tired so say i wan go home.
ltr got to work rdshow somemore.
deaad,
sian.

update soon.
i wanna get a hair rebond !!!! color.
hope to rebond it b4 my bd
=D

updates soon.
bbyes.

2008-10-04T02:20:00.004+08:00

i know daddy is not in any good mood since uncles death.
at times i do feel sad too thinking.
rushed to work earlier on still later then usual.
not intending to meet anyone tonite.
i am trying hard not to talk much with dad now knowing he his not in good mood but sigh.
just becos i cant find my home key just now.
i thought i forgotten to bring.
so i called mum and she said they going to another uncles house.
as i said i cant find my keys mum said she will come home pass me.
while my dad ask her to ask me wanna go i said dun wan i am tired.
then he said something which like wth.
forget it.
i am tired
i am stress
i am sad.
after tt mum ask dad to drop her near house area she pass me key.
i searched and found my keys called her say i found already.
are all this just a dream or just something hard for us to accept.
he is gone.
i cant help but to feel sad and teared each time i think about my uncle.
we might not be that super close but i will still always remeber he is the one who will say us when it comes to alot of things which are for our own good.
i really hope that god really does bring him to somewhere better and not let him suffer up there.
its scary to be alone up there too bah..
i wish that all this will be over soon and dad would be better in mood as time pass by.
typing this post now makes me cry but i know i will be strong.
i just dunnoe y my eating alot habbit is back again.
really alot.
well dinner was 2 piece chicken meal fries coselaw whipped potatoe
had pepsi twist
had ice mocha
before that morning had kway teow soup bah chor mee and stuff.
went work ordered ban mian.
after that bought the colorfull biscuit again.
stupid dang gt one customer asked me while i accompany them to money changer am i a singaporean.
wth i seem black liao they still say i look like china.
!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!super mOODY!!!! DUN COME AND MAKE Me explode now...!!!
ANGRY!!!!!!!.
go away.
dun ask y.
tml got to go work earlier.
wth.

slpy.
omg.
back at l plus after slacking.
met sung at vic house dwnstairs.
walked over to 511.
had the herbal mee sua and vege...
=/
after that went over find liyun and chee bong.. think so the spelling.
end up at the playground there slack till 11 plus.
zhen and feng came.
needed their help for studies agaain.
exam is like very near.
shocked to see working schedule.
nvm.

lazy to continue today stuff.
anyway no one is perfect in this world.
try out things that you wanna go for and you wont regret at least you tried once.

afterall all decided slacked dwnstairs my house area here.

tml gonna wake early and i am still here blogging away.
tired tired tired.

latest latest craving.

nasi brayni - geylang market wan...
hahahaha
famous.
hope tml i gt time to go buy over for lunch before work.
hur hur.
alrites.
ending here.

=D
shall update ltr on.

b e n d a l i c i o u s.

2008-10-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

reached tthere 1130 plus.
went to the shop push the stock thing out.
setup everything alone.
first set os the day a z20red.
then slow dwn.
after that twolow end camera.
followed by at nite two more z20.
had behoon curry with egg and potatoes.
i told the lady i wan more chilli she said ya ya ok.
end up only curry dang.
then next door push cart gave me sweet chilli lolx.
thanks anyway.
ltr part next door lady went to market buy food and help me ta bao yong tau foo dry kway teow wooo...
chilli alot power...
told them i eat alot chilli wan hahaas.
late evening kain bought from the famous fastnfood malay chicken stall thing the potatoe dunnoe called wad cris cross kind and ice mocha.
woots.
was deciding wad to eat end up settled.
after work met sung and jun up to end my day with my cravings of 85 market.
pork porridge
stingray
not kanagkong the vege cabbage thing fried with chilli.
yummy.
hahahass...
i wan more....
we walked to bedok interchange area.
sung meet liyun then both of them walked us to bedok interchange we took last bus.
home sweet home...
hee heee.
now wake not long still feeling sleepy.
ltr at nite gt sch wor.
omg.
i am thinking of something i shouldnt.!
shitty..
dang!!..

now i feel like eating roXY STEAMBOATT!!!
wAHAHAHAH
OMG!!.
scary.

ending here.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-30T11:58:00.003+08:00

laughs is not what you think off.
uploade more pics up soon.

woke up online.
rushed get ready to meet them.
liyun wanted do hair rebornding.
went telepark building issit cpf holdings wan.
the price so high.
jean yeap offer her 148 20 dollars off.
wanted to try the location her mum told her.
we wanted cab dwn no cab.
end up take bus walk over reached there she suay
fully book.
thats was our wry.
ended up cabbing back to tampinese.
went for the jean yip wan.

while me and sung were waiting we went had our lunch.
was raining so decided stay in same building.
intially wewalk pass the indian stall smell damn nice alot ppl eating.
but we eat time omg we dun like the nasi brayni.
gt indian smell like tt.
eeee.

after that went back there.
end up kbox cine cancel.
we head to ehub.
guess misunderstanding for both of them bah.
last min sung just left like tt.
me and liyun blur he say go home help his bro thing wth.
nt telling us the plan things and stuff idiot.
end up he tell ah ber meet at mrt station but me and liyun thought straight at ehub so we took bus 21.
she reach early waited for us.
well wanted to go bugis buy the sport bra thing for her as its a lame gift suggesteed byy sung and zhen.
end up no time.
we went to royal sporting house gt a tank sleeveless puma top for her.
we 3 shared.
after that we quick go dwn.
after meeting her there we went pastamania order food.
stupid cheena zhen called ask to order for him and so ma fan.
lol.
then he suddenly appeared so fast.
dang.
din finish my mood.
after eating woon came and eat too.
then we headed to kbox first.
me and liyun sneak out saying go toilet end up finding cake.
kbox no cake finish liao thats wad they say duh...
jun came when we were to walk out.
but we nt enough money so liyun went back to room to get money.
we went to prima deli.
left with one last cake duh.
bo pian we get that.
then brought it up and ask them keep.
argh the stupid person wrking there make it obvious by coming in call us...
dang! idiot la.
after that each of us take turn select a song singing.
sung came ltr part.
ended up terrence and feng din come.
left early.
11 plus with liyun and jun.
we took cab half way with her and took bus 21.
then i felt like having supper so asked him wanna eat not.
he says anything.
so i say okays then we go coffee shop and eat.
laughs.
u mian.
yummy.
chatted and stuff.
then after eating went home.
dead tired.
he was saying today wanna go buy game with sung asking whether wanna go along nt.
but i now suddenly having craving for steamboat.
omg!!
okays shall see how ltr...
lazy to continue blogging shall stop here..
having lots of craving now.
who wanna help me accomplish those food? lolx

85 market
-stingray,pork porridge,lala,carrot cake, vege.
kemb/bedok
-the herbal chicken or pork mee sua.
-their spicy kangkong.
steamboat
-tom yam & salted vege soup.
hur hur.
dessert
-bugis dessert house honeydew sago.

lasy to think for now.
byees all.

2008-09-28T10:30:00.001+08:00

[EDITED]
the moment i reached there i felt alittle weird.
after i reached.
when i went into the house to greet my grandma and to see him upon walking towards his coffin being inside.
i cant help but to control my tears inside and while walking towards shan shan.
i just suddenly know the feeling of loosing someone close. tears just kept coming.
walked over to her din know what to say but just hug her.
if i feel this way she would have felt even worst.
walked out being strong.
sit dwn again.
tears comes and go.
trying hard to really control.
i can remember his face now with the suite he wore.
i really hope god is really bringing him to somewhere better.
my fren said.

what are the goals in my life that day.
i replied.
i wanna earn alot of money , travel around the world and start a business.
aand he said i guess ur uncle had accomplished his what about mine.

i just cant believe that all this are true.
i cant believe he have really left us.
somewhere that we would nvr meet again.

after hearing abt how she treat him.
i suddenly realise that through this we learn alot.

took a cab down to the wake at the terrace there.
big sis paid for me.

i just cant stop thinking of him.
i wan him back into how our gatherings used to be.

went to work slightly late abit 5 mins.
but the two boss there issit? they are good.
my lunch and dinner i got a treat.
but the outlet frezzing cold.
brrrr.
i thought it would be hot so i decided not to bring fuji jacket.
but is frezzing cold. really lah.
toilet there eeeee..
smelly.
total got 6 sets today.

uncles page was up on todays paper.
heard its like 600 dollars

i guess i really need a good laugh.
which i guess its hard.
well.

tml is ah ber bd.
most prob meeting liyun they all earlier b4 singing at nite.

i cant help but to keep thinking.
why a sudden heart attack destroys everything.

sis and mum saw the photos.
and mum says my fren looks chubby.
better dun say if nt ppl come find me.

i am tired.
lights off.
bbyes ppl.

dad seems strong but i know he is sad inside too.
i really wished that i could make him feel better
as seeing him so tired and this few days he is coughing badly.
hopes everything goes well for everone god.
pls.
amen.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

i am so tired.
wanted to go over to uncle wake after going home to change.
as last min sigh gt to wrk.
ended up after the ball dinner we took a cab dwn to feng ex gf house.
he drove his car from there send terrence home then we headed dwn to changi village around theree area.
i got bluffed by stupid sung.
which i know he couldnt be alone.
dang
he was with zhen and both idiots so obvious u two were trying to hide lahs.!!
dinner was abit weird.
its so funny we could talk so much on sms but each time we meet nth much to say.
so yesterday terrence cab over my house here to pick me to marriot hotel.
damn weird feeling there seeing diff gerhs and diff guys which i dun know.
we met up with feng and his ex.
hahaha.
took some photos which each couple would have a chance.
lolx.
thats funny.
as its not real.
but nvm who cares.
its free anyway.
ahh!!!..
my makeup makes me look so fat.
diao like one old lady with one young guy.
dang.
=x
okays after long.
we went for drawing of pics
and painting for our hands on me and feng ex hand hahahas.
mine was a butterfly.
whoos

after all the stuff the dinner thing started late.
went in we swop tables.
lolx.
so we sitting with them instead.
hee hee..
had many interesting shows.
the guy really eat the fire.
omg.
its so...
dang.
okays had alot of food.
skip a few.
diao... they ask me to take part the best dress things with other gerhs..
nono..!
i dun wan hahahasss....
okays well as usual funny things always happen.
after finding them. in the dress that i wore.
we went to slack.
and a good wan
when i gt home i unpin my hair i realise they use 12 clips.
good one.
lol
ps i actually wind up sung hand on the window screen.
who ask u disturb and i din know rite.

while slacking was trying send songs over but ended up failed.
feng was trying to pronouce the wrding thing on my phone.
but its wrong wrong wrong la.

anyway whats the point in knowing too.
i guess one day i will throw those things away to make me to really forget once and for all.
i am just wondering y issit always me being silly.
staying on believing that everything will be alrite.
not being able to fully move on.
fall back on the slightest small little thing.

i guess being like this for now like this is good.
=D
i am still so slpy.
i am tired.
hope tonite i will be able to make it.
photos photos to be uploaded up.
hahahas.

after slacking first half went my house 7 eleven here buy snacks hoho.
then they send me home they continue slacking dunnoe where.
lolx..
power.
k la gtg.
buai...

wo yao kuai le - zhang hui mei.
keep listening to this song these few days.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-27T11:16:00.000+08:00

was so shocked to hear from my second sis.
saying my uncle passed away.
its just so sudden.
she was telling me the recent meet up with them he was alrite.
but becos of a heart attack.
i really hope god will bring him through a safe journey.
though it will be hard for my auntie and cousins.

the family who used to be the closest to us.
my uncle who used to send me and my cousins for certain events.
the one who taught us to be more respecful to elders and so.
the one who tells me to study hard as its very important.
after hearing this from my sis in the middle nite after i was awake to go toilet.
i just couldnt go back to slp.
my eyes was wide open.

its just too fast.
i cant accept that hes really gone.
feeling sad now but to their family members can you imagine how sad they would even be.
recently heard things not going smoothly for them.
i hope this would end all.
enough god i pray that you will really help them.
amen.

dad went to the hospital at abt 2 plus.
to see his body.
talking abt it.
its really sad.

i just cant slp till morning dunnoe what time.
i am tired but i just dunnoe y suddenly my eyes is wide open and start to think abt the past of my uncle and his family members.

its like last nite went to sims drive area.
i still remembered he had a office there.
its so sudden la.

well.
yesterday morning went to see doc.
wanted to see poly clinic to buy a medicine.
the person told me come back at 130.
after i came back saw a sign note due to too many ppl for the day min waiting hr is at least 3 hr dang.
end up go find walk here and there find other clinic.
worst all close for lunch 2 then open.
so head over to last time sis shop there waited till 2.
second wan to take no but dang.
damn ex la.
30 dollars for the stupid medicine.
one medicine only as to delay menses.
dang!!
die die also need doc prescription tt y.

okay after that met with sung fren as well.
then head over orchard.
initially was to meet up a fren to see.
end up all walk together to find .
damn funny la.
okays dun really like his frenn!! argh omg wan.
nvm.

okays slack over starbucks drink coffee while waiting after that go here and there
we walk from lido to wisman then to taka then back to wisma then to taka again and back to wisma. =x
good exercise =x
bought the gown dress le.
well a fren paid for bth the dress and shoe.
feel so bad.
the dress was like 138 plus .
shoes was 66 dollars.
hahahas.
omg.

anyways the lady whos gonna do my hair and makeup will be coming over at 3.15.
okays at least i think this i will pay myself.
dun wanna bomb him anymore.
lol.
88 dollars for make up hairstyling and eyebrow trimming.

not much of mood now.

ya and after buyin dress and shoe we went over to aljunied meet liyun and sung .
buy thing then we went geylang had the porridge.
ate abit as b4 tt had something light at orchard before we head dwn.
took mrt home.

i am so slpy.
real slpy but i cant zzz.

exams are coming soon i am really dead meat.

been wrking from bukit panjang rdshow to sembawang most prob next week is east side le.

most prob mon nite goin kbox - fren birthday.
tues - sch.
wed- wrk.
thurs - wrk.
fri - sch.
sat - wrk.
sun - wrk.

lasy to blog abt recent show stuffs maybe soon.
okays.
nth much to update for now.

hope he really moves on to a better place.
=)
bless him and his family.

bendanlicious.

2008-09-17T02:25:00.002+08:00

its like 2.25 am in the morning now.
tired.
yar...
been home late this few days daddy making noise again.
no wrk today initial paln was sch.
end up after waking called jun to confirm whether goin his house do tarts not.
end up met jun and sung at bedok eat first.
as usual.
they say will reach earlier then me end up late alot.
dang.
going broke le.
yesterday k was 41 each.
cab fare was 10 +++ cant remb nt cheap as midnite.
gave sung today 20 first.
after that we went see kiwi.
buy and meet woon at bustop.
waited for him long after that we go jun house before tt on the way he went to his dad shop to get the ingrediant stuff.
me and sung stand outside corner chit chatting.
end up there i din help much with tart.
read my textbook trying to understand the terms to answer my project.
end up sung explain to me making me blur and confused.
then he rushed for his driving lesson.
after that was chitting chatting with jun youngest sis.
abt her studies thing and stuff.
jun and woon does the tart thing in the kitchen while i slack.
after that later part zhen and feng came.
lucky zhen know alot more explain to me.
have a better understanding.
but question 2 still blurr...
i am super slpy.
gonna bathe and zzz soon tml morning got to wake early again.
ahhh!
had chicken rice for dinner.
after that abt like 10 plus had steamboat.
lolx.
weird.
end up me feng zhen and liyun.
but she din eat much then left for home.
as she got to reach home by 12.
the funny thing is we go roxy steamboat close.
we go mac close.
at last we go the coffeeshop.
hahahas.
there the steamboat like looks the other wan.
we tried eating fast end up she took cab home.
after we eat finish went over 7 eleven.
this time round they gt snapple.
end up got 2 bottles of grape wan
then they came slack over my house area dwnstairs again tryin to help me more with my proj but then dang.
still as blur cant absorb worst thing no pen pencil with me.
sigh.
brain dead.
my pimple become swollen!!
MUST BE BECOS OF THE TOM YAM SOUP LA..!!!!
ah!!!
well anyway heard from her that making me wth to it.
faints. nvm
suddenly dunnoe why all comes at the same time.
making me duh.
okays nvm.
another thing to consider.

i am wondering.

nth
byes.

with loves
b e n d a n l i c i o u s

2008-09-16T12:56:00.001+08:00

more than imagination.everything we wad was no longer there.trying to walk away.

i wanna avoid seeing them sounds lame but enough.
i dun give them hope and then hurt them which is worst.
i wanna end this all.
stop sending those rubbish sms.
i dun wan anything to change for now to you guys.
just let it be.
stay as frens thats more then enough.
i am getting irritated and pissed.
i am tired.
real tired.

yesterday wrk bpp roadshow.
after that at nite took a bus dwn to cineleisure.
meet zhen and en at bustop.
went to k box meet the rest up.
sung feng jun li yun woon terrence.

all wear till so formal man...
wth.
hmm.
only me wearing work shirt and shorts and slipper.

my singing getting from bad to worst.
shitty.
need to brush up on my chi.
had kbox buffet started at 12 to 3.
dead.
recently been back home late daddy doesnt like it.
gonna cut dwn.
u will be suprise to see the amount of food they take and order.
hahas.
nice ripple ice cream.
ate half way and jun took over.
dang.
ate not much abit off this and that.
and the starwaberry rainbow thing drink nice.
i wanted ice water but they dun hav dang!!!.

now wake up with a super spinning headach.
slept at 4 plus.
felt like vomiting must be the driver fault when on the way home.
maybe his skill just knnt make it felt like vomiting since i was back.

oh ya and wrk.
well.
okay bah not that bad managed to sell 7 cameras yesterday.
keep eating la.
morning had pork porridge and ice milo.
lunch had ba chor mee kway teow soup and lime juice.
evening dinner and the chicken mee sua thing with green apple red tea.
went there drinking honey lemon. lols.

letting me remb makes me laugh.
gave zhen fuji film - those film for camera.
haaass.
but cannot be used.
special 21st bd present rite.
you wan fuji the film mah =x.
LALALS.
funny lah.

okays crap.
most prob ltr goin jun house baking.
dunnoe should i.
super slpy.
headachvomiting symptoms all back.
butt still pain worst.
cries.
well previous nite intially wanting to slp early end up in room toking to second sis.
talk alot.
watered my eyes once again.
but nono.
i am gonna be strong and not drop any tear anymore.
easier said then done.
sigh.

projects to be done first.
byes,

with love,

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-14T17:34:00.001+08:00

woke up having bodyach.
i think its the cycling sit that is uncomfy.
my butt hurts.
laughs.
online.
chit chats.
i will try to find something link to it to give you.
lols.
parents bought lunch home.
ate after sometime went back zzzz after taking my flu medicine.
super tired.

today end up no meet them for group proj.
they say maybe next week.
but i cant.
wrking.

intended to stay home today so that tml i would be alive.
hopefully.
haas.
gonna wake super early for rdshow at far far place.
at nite hope i could leave by 910 like tt or earlier if possible.
end up most prob i goin there myself meet them as something happened.
wake up not long but still feeling sleepy.

maybe gonna stay home try do some individual project tonite.
by next week got to submit.
shitty.

love was a feeling about you i cant describe.

okays byes.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

woke up.
received jun call.
went online.
saw those offline msges.
dang.
met them up at bedok interchange.
lOLX
end up woon bein the first to reach.
initial plan is to meet 330.
but 2 plus i msg sung i will be late.
so end up all 3 of us late.
but woon on time.
wahahaha.
but i managed to reach the time i said 345.
lolx bought that funny socks thing out for jun.
he was wanting to roller blade.
bought bubble tea then draw money went mac.
finally sung reached.
we waited for bus 196 like super long la.

heard abt it.
well.
must be a scary wan.

reached there we went for the one plus one hr bike wan.
damn tiring la.
we ended earlier.
gave up.
bought sportade bluberry looks icy cold hahaa.
bought that potatoe thing and eat cant finish.
haha.

after all went mac wash up abit.
then went over to parkway.
intially we was thinking eat wad.
ajisen , fish & co , steamboat , fast food and etc..
end up.
dunnoe why last min all went cold storage.
buy chicken and stuff headed to jun house cooking.
hahas.
balance ingrediant they went to his dad shop take so we wont carry alot stuff.
hass.
good one.
went there i was super dead tired.
well usual me.
went over to the sofa area hear music and zz.
and them doing the cutting of potatoes chicken mincing and stuff ingrediant hahahas.
after i wake jun sis funny asking me how come they doing i slping.
so i replied orh...
i very sleepy mah.
laughs.
stunt.
after that got wake up by the noise of them went wash up abit and help them abit hahahs.
tired to eleborate.
time for bathing and most prob zzzzz.
dead slpy.

i cant help but to still think of him.
though my days are pack with activities but he still come across my mind.
damn.
i just couldnt adapt to the change for long and not being able to tell myself not to look back but front.
there are so many other things and ppl out there but.
well.

after they washed up dishes we left jun house they walk till my house dwnstairs and then sung and woon took cab hm .
anyway thats for all.
updates on pic soon.
super dead tired la.

byes.
nites.

/looking back wont bring me any further/

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-12T16:16:00.001+08:00

tired.
plans for later on.
-schling.
-movies.

tears just started to drop when it was a nite.
i dunnoe why.
i dun seem to be as strong as i thought afterall.

more than imagination.
you held my hands and walk me out of there
but you push me back without a word.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-12T15:33:00.001+08:00

4obia.
omg.
scary lah.
4 stories.
3rd wan most lame.
hahas
damn funny throughout the show...
after the show wanna felt like vomiting.
lolx.
couldnt continue to eat the pop corn.
haha.
keep drinking instead.
haas.
went sch left early off to meet jun at kemb mrt then we headed dwn to pasir ris to meet zhen eat.
he drive us to ehub at dwntown.
then end up me and zhen eat pastamania.
after that we went up buy our movie tickets.
and through our free time period we went to the arcade play game.
laughs.
nice wan and funny keep beating and swinging. ehs.
hahas.

after the show zhen they all meet sung woon and feng then went my house area dwnstairs slack awhile.
before that went to buy strawberry milk from 7 eleven.
dunnoe is gt problem or wad.
few of us stomach dang!!.

super duper heavy rain came.
dang.
end up wait rain stop.
slack till 3 cannt tahan sleepy.
headed home.
keep remebering the show things omgggg..
they eye balls...
eeee.
those blood that gush out..

nites all.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-10T01:35:00.001+08:00

its 1.37AM now.
am super sleepy since just now.
but been busy slacking this few days.
haas.
okays from mon till now some little updates.
mon - slack at home sick.
at nite steamboat and ate some chu zhao with family.
suppose to be two big sis bd dinner.
but big sis lasy travel to town restaurant.
so we had something simple then.
headed home.

tues - received sung msg.
last min quick get ready go out met him and vic.
whoos.
we had sakae the on the spot cook thing wan at century for lunch.
he he.
then last min decision heade to vic home.
helped me trim abit my hair and frindge.
hur hur.
then last min again booked chai chee cc singing we went there.
we went late.
so 4 of us go for the student pricing thing.
hahaha
we reached there at 3 plus.
and i left at 5 plus near 6 for sch.
cab dwn.
faints ex cab fare.
17 plus.
end up few ppl there le.
hahas.
thought i will be the earliest as class starts at 7.
my presentation was a total.
sigh no wrds to say.
well.
might fail.
dunnoe what the hell i talking too.
after sch gt a lift to the mrt station with another classmates.
went home.
din feel like going anywhere.
dead tired.

and finally today met adel up.
went tanning after 1 mth i think.
whooo.
sun wasnt sttrong but lucky still got abit and swimming.
and we use the sauna too.
hahahas.
went to parkway area eat.
bought two shorts from cotton on.
did express pedicure.
hahahas.
hum.
after all went home.
had dinner mum bought for me.
and then last min decision again to meet them up at bedok.
slacked and ate dessert.
argh stupid zhen and jun they all bluff me reach liao.
end up i reached first and plus another fren i nvr see b4 and sung.
he is the last.
well.
after eat we went the park there slacked.
and sung god sis came to find us.
chit chats.

lots more.
and more to come

movies,singing,shopping,working,studying,tanning.

maybe having small talks like this is good but for now i dun wish to go further then that to all my frens.
i hope you guys understand.

i have stepped out and being able to cope well now.
i am afraid of accepting again.
i have alot to think.

i am tired.
nites all.

its time to forget and let go.
hard but times makes it all possible.

and ya dad know i failed my modules le haas.
must be mum told him.
while watching tv he was asking so i register my sup papers already i said no.
he was like so you waiting till when or intending to give up like ur ite half way give up issit.
lolx
silence.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-08T11:51:00.002+08:00

thank god for the good weather yesterday.
but end up not much mood to fly kite.
so we headed to city hall to catch a movie instead.
hahas.
watched the wall e robot cartoon.
dunnoe its because i was tired i watched the show felt like slping.
or is the show abit boring.
had yoshinoya for lunch.
bought starwberry milk from 7 eleven to drink.
yummy.
hahahas.
after show we slack went over to disturb nini at wrk.
haas.
she trieed the powder stuff thing for me to see which color matches me.
can the funny mascara thing.
dang.
LOLX.
after slacking we headed over for steamboat.
walked with them over. almost lost anyhow walk.
lolx.
wanted to eat the nice wan ended up we went another not bad but cheaper cause the other wan have to wait no sit.
whileeating.
sung started his funny questions again.
so we went round and round each of us must ask questions about our group ppl again.
lolx.
after steamboat met up with nini at the dessert house.
yummy.
had honeydew sago.
after eating we headed home.
tired.
chatted with fren awhile.
tried to slp.
turned here and there still cant zz.
listen to my mp3 song till 5.
still cant zz.
wake up like 9 plus in the morning.
dang simply hate this.
just dun understand feeling so slpy but cant zzzz.!!
pray that wed sun will be super strong.

woke early morning keep visiting the toilet.
pain.
really kana wad he said.
faints..

its jusst useless to keep it there knowing that it will no longer be the same.
shall end here.
bye.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-07T11:05:00.003+08:00

And when you mean it, I'll believe it.
If you text it, I'll delete it.
Oh i'm not coming back, you're taking 7 steps here.

got a new song nice.
hear a few more times and i am sure you guys will like it.
=D

been slping late lately waking early.
just cant slp .
head still spinning like yesterdday.
not much improvement.
god i pray that it doesnt rain.

amen.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s.

2008-09-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

omg my mood is so much better now but still with the headachs.
sigh.
went over to kain shop at 3 plus.
he showed me few phones and the two i most wanted intially.
motorola.
omg.
v8 and the motor razer d&g wan.
he say 248.
omg omg.
so tempting.
but well gt w960 instead.
though starting have to get use to it.
transfering stuff slower.
but still not tt bad.
the design is nice.
he say i gt weird taste.
-.-
slaps.
din get lg pink as no stock as well.
saw alot phone there.
he keep telling me take my time to decide.
saw p1 - ugly.
hahahas
i900 omnia. - heavy
g900 - functions seems better but i prefer 960 look without joystick.
=x
d & g - save money better.
hahahas. i wan but i dun wan get both phone for now.
lg viewty - black silver hmm. rather see the pink but no stock.
laughs.
htc touch - dun wan get back last time pphone i use b4.
my eye seriously wanna close dunnow why.
just felt like vomitting too.
sigh.
my head freagging pain.
i wan cry.
maybe due to not being able to slp well last nite.
ya.
anyway trade off my phone at 2 plus still top 3 plus. shit.
but nvm la. reminds me of what ade will always say.
spend money sad but you buy the thing you happy rite?
hahaha
happy can liao.
=D.
waiting for mum to buy for me food eat.
lasy to move around.
after buying phone came home. no mood to go anywhere.
now slacking watching tv.
chit chatting.
surf net and hear music.

i remembered i have left something undone yet.
stupid me.
well.

shall end her for now .
need to work for up coming two rdshow le bahs.
need earn back those money i spent if not die.
LOLX!!
=D

byes.

its pain but i guess to me its more of numb le ba.
i dun wanna believe anymore.
so stop hurting me.
if this is what you wanted.
now you see it.

b e n d a n l i c i o u s

2008-09-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

just feel so useless.
i thought i wouldnt feel this way but things are not goin on smoothly for me recently.
is this god ur plan for me?
well if it is.
no matter what it takes to be i will be strong.
i wanna prove them all wrong this time round well.
went for the interview sigh.
sad but i guess i need to be fully prepared b4 i go.
went to hongkong cafe after that ate.
not much apetite. had the black pepper chicken rice thing and milk tea.
went to funan awhile and then took train and bus home.
reach door step receive kelvin call.
thought wanna sleep.
end up.
going in home rush changed and take my books and stuff out to meet them.
went to far east drinking eat abit snack chat awhile.
end up follow him go do his rounds at harvey norman.
hahas.
went to square2 harvey and central.
he went to do his stuff after we left for fareast thing the imaging side thing bah.
then i slack then chit chat with central staff.
they say ver quiet nt much sales.
then we all was like chatting abt ds stuff and so.
just dun feel rite today well nvm.
after that went sch early today.
met williamat thelibrary tried doing some read up.
but no use like tt.
went for test paper and left after that.
dun feel like staying after paper.
called adel wanna meet up dinner.
end up calling sung and jun too.
hahahas.
last min cant decide where to go end up we go parkway.
then we decide damn long wad to eat then went in ajisen like 5min b4 their closing timing.
gtlast order starting dun like the lady service so dots but nvm.
ate the dunnoe call wad vocalno.
super spicy wan but taste alrtie to me.
hahaha.
yum yum.
sung ate tt too.
funny.
we made jun drank the chilli soup.
wahahah.
=x
as we walked passed the bustop fruits stall to pp.
funny funny things happen over the conversation makes us LOL!.
yesterday last min met ade up too as she msges me last min asking wher am i?
LOLS
was at pp.
buying stuff with steph.
and quickly went down bedok meet her.
we two ended up goin 85 market eat hahas.
we two order carrot cake -3 dollars
two bowl pork porridge - 6 dollars
dunnoe what vegetable is called - 6 dollars
2 cups of sugancane lemon drink.
hahas.
damn full.

well today wasnt in good mood.
since things started happening it hasnt improved at all.
no stories would start for now this is what i wanna say to everyone.
i wanna focus onto my career which i really dream for hope i could fufill it soon.
though its a sad day but having them overall to make me laugh more is enough.
after dinner we walked to the playground sit dwn slack chat.
i guess afterall this is good for now.
all i can remeber was my previous me was keep drinking and drinking but for noww time to slow dwn.
and thanks to leon well his msg really made me smile seeing what he has typed.
hahaas.

ahhh kain making me crasy over a pink phone soon.
well
g900 viewty pink and w960 price abt there bah.
hopefully tml i will have time go down to try and most prob buy it.
will update some pics up soon.
after slacking we went to 7 eleven.
haas.
sung treat =x he like said something wrong then kana.
hahaha.
we walked over to bustop wanting take last bus.
damn funny lah.
ade and sung took bus bedok.
me and jun wait for ours.
suddenly i said we still gt bus not ah.
we go see end up the timing like more then tt so we thought all left le.
end up we walked.
walked quite a distance we thought we saw 15 but no it was 16.
so we walked somemore but then this time round drizzle.
further up we really saw 15 should be last bus.
whao we lucky walk back the long distance to bustop.
and now here blogging away slacking.

i hope gods plan for me which really leads me to what i wished for.
but i wont doubt.
as i believe in him.
it might take a long run but its worth the wait.
i suddenly remembered.
i promised to do something once i changed my new phone.
sigh.
i have to take this step to do it and not turn back anymore bah.

although i know i cant but i must!!!.
anyway gonna end her ppl.
nites.
stomach.
shit.

bendanlicious.

2008-09-03T02:35:00.000+08:00

will be back for some updates soon.
super dead today.
after long managed to find a formal top.
finally.
dead tired.
lasy to update abt comex show.
it wasnt as great as i thought.
well.
eyeing on w960.
waiting for kein to quote me a good price and most prob get it change by sat.
sun will be having flying kite session with them.
lOLX.
well.
adeL.
they say do sandWiches...!!
eh.
i think we play cheat dun tell them better =X.
went for sakae dunnoe wad thing called .
for dinner with chirst.
yummmyyummmy.!!!
ex but worth bahs.
hahahas.
came home.
slacked awhile and 12 plus they suddenly came my house area.
so went out awhile.
lolx.
omg.
back home now.
damn funny lahs.
imagine them drinking strawberry milk where they say guys will also like to drink.
wth.
bought HL strawberry milk and master trade with fren for dutch lady.
=x
bought pocky as well strawberry too.
yummy.
tok craps dwnstairs.
haha.
end here lasy continue.
god pls help me through the main 3 interview to it.
i hope i wish i pray i worry.
thanks.

afterall i guess i still could adapt being in this way like now.
i really hope not to just stay here but moving around is good so that i wont think much being here facing all this.
i wanna learn to be more independant.
i wanna explore the world so god pls i pray in jesus name.
amen.

i am trying all ways to forget as i promised to do so.
though its hard.
its been 1 mth?
since i said.
but i haven done so.
i dun wanna hurt anyone so this might be a good way staying like now.

i missed i loved i tried

bendanlicious.

2008-08-25T00:15:00.001+08:00

nice song. =)
enjoy listening.

蔡旻佑 Evan - The Love I Know Lyrics 歌詞

作詞：Wendy H 作曲：蔡旻佑

one day someone X me
What does love really mean to me
I said how should I know
I have never been in love before

but there is something that I know
it truly tortures when it comes to love
And there are some things that I have seen
love doesn't always shine and gleam

If you wanna know what I think
I think I'll tell you that I still believe
Believe that one day it'll be my turn
to fall into the mess I have seen before yeah~

one day someone X me
what does love really mean to me
I said how should I know
I have never been in love before

but there is something that I know
it truly tortures when it comes to love
And there are some things that I have seen
love doesn't always shine and gleam

If you wanna know what I think
I think I'll tell you that I still believe
Believe that one day it'll be my turn
to fall into the mess I have seen before
If you wanna know what I think
I think I'll tell you that I still believe
Believe that one day it'll be my turn
to fall into the mess I have seen before

The love I know I know
The love I know oh~~

done with my projects.
hope its what the lecturer wans.
dun care already.
thanks to those who helped me too.
more and more deadlines coming up.

each time i hear or see the wrd i just have a funny feeling.
maybe is really i thinking too much?
hope.
haven been tanning last week and this week yet.
hope wed got sun and we shall go.
lols.
mood hasnt been good these few days.
mind and heart are as confused and mixed up.
telling myself that i would be even be happier then before.
but i still cant convince myself to adapt new things or try out or so.
i have manny many thing i really wish to voice out scream or so but i just cant do it.

thanks for frens whos been making me smile and so.
stupid MR JUINO!!!
my eyes is big enough liao LAhs...
wont forget those words you say really makes me LOL.
and the wan quan bu mei.
LOLX.

enough of this will be uploading pics soon.
sometimes i just thought that y am i being silly & silly all over again.
but theres only one wrd for that i can say.
why cant i harden it up like how i did to others.!
why is it always you.

hope will hit sales targets over the weekend.
=D

byes.

taggies reply.

juino.
-funny lahs! =X

Adel.
-will be deleting it soon. dun worries. =)

bendanlicious.

2008-08-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

met charboh and her bf at lot 1 shopping centre yesterday.
woo. saw wad she bought.
laughs.
ger stay strong practice makes perfect.
so just treat it that you will do better and pass the next time round. =)

i was supposed to del it off.
said is easier then done.
but i forgotten abt it.

yesterday and today rain so heavyly.
making me less mood to go out.
but end up yesterday went to pearlyn's 21st birthday celebration at jalan tech whye.
got a lift from charboh and her bf there.
whoo we make rounds and rounds before we reach there.
hahahas
as not familer with the place.
when we reach felt funny dunnoe much ppl there.
hahahas.
in the end peggy joannae came.
not that bad after all.
well.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ZULIA AND PEARLYN.

after eating cut cakes.
she open all her pressy.
so funny.
each ppl take pic with wad they bought.

we left at like 10 plus they send meto paya lebar mrt.
off to meet them.
at tanah merah.
we went to bedok sempang.
hahas.
we ordered a rotijohn share and mash potatoe.
whoos.
but it was kind off raining.
dang!!

i am having craving for 85 market food lahs.
super long din go.

after eating we walked to playgrounds hahaha. here and there end up cant find any hdb sit down slack.
sat at bustop awhile instead slacked.
then 1 plus i took cab home.

they was planning a zoo trip tml.
dunnoe lei.
lolx.
my project who can help me seriously i am dead la.
came home was chatting on phone till dunnoe wad time earlier this time round and zzzz to lalaland.

he says that msgs could be ereased.
but memories couldnt be.

i know what i should do but me being too stubborn just cant change my stubborness.
i felt angry.
i felt sad.
i felt like crying.
i dun wanna look back anymore.

time to go.
byes.

bendanlicious

2008-08-22T12:18:00.007+08:00

i dun understand.
i really dun understand.
can you tell me why.
is this wad u wanted after all?
do you know it hurts alot.
maybe you dont and dont even care.
i should have hate you.
maybe.
the days where u werent there.
things happen which i didnt wanna elaborate.

things always happen repeatedly.
seeing some common things that happen to my frens around me makes me feel that all this are really bits and parcel in life.
i remembered saying to them but i felt that after all it wasn't easy.
you are the first that would make me feel this way.

random pics.

2008-08-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

some of them said i weren't myself.
but i thought again.
its the same old me.
or issit really true abt the inside out thingy.
lolx.
i seriously dunnoe.
anyway.
met fren up dinner.
slacked.
home.
search for assignment info.
tv.
new fren - leon.
no tanning today could not pull myself up.
tired.

been having long chats at nite with frens b4 slping.
as i dunnoe y i still cant really slp though i am tired.
maybe its not easy to understand u.

bye all.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-20T23:47:00.007+08:00

lasy to update in detail.
so just list out wadever i can think of now.
last min decision to have steamboat with them.
after that went down elsewhere wait awhile.
after all we walked over to tm from tampines cc.
laughs.
walk walk.
they bought ear studs for both their ears.
laughs.
went to hdb area sit down slacked.
chit chats.
after all we had funny thoughts walked over from tm there to tanah merah mrt.
and took train home.
on the way home bought pokka carrot and pocky.
=/
bought snapple from cheers just now. yeapy they having promotion this time round.
but paid 1.95
well they say its good that i buy a drink and i get to know a fact.
fish has eyelids ah.
lolx.
lasy to continue as usual we tok craps.
haas.
that still makes us laugh.
okays.
gonna bathe watch tv and so.
feeling sticky now omg.
exercise mah =/
still thinking whether to go tanning alone tml.
dead.

i wanna watch the show 4hobia!!
din manged to watch it today too.

tags reply.

juino.
.normal expressions? =/
laughs.
making me laugh hor.
hahahas.
whoops.
=D

bendanlicious.

2008-08-19T00:52:00.001+08:00

uploade pics soon.
=)
got a fren pressy yesterday a watch tt cost 1++
dinner with charboh at hongkong cafe at east coast.
suppose to meet with vic there too.
last min put aeroplane.
waoh.
nvm.
we intended to go the pub first with our singing session but you know what.
changed to dunnoe live band thing.
terry was saying its a thai disco thing or what.
dunnoe.
rained super heavy.
kill all our mood end up cab down to jazz singing and drinking.
vic in the end din come as gt something happen at wrk bah.
intially shopping for watch ended up i eyed on another watch.
wah seiko wan.
din thought i would like their design till i saw THIS!!!

sigh.
today almost changed my hp.
laughs.
lucky i controlled to not too.
w580i red.
whoos.
looks nice lah.
just simply dunnoe y this few nites really cant slp well.
last nite like din manage to slp keep waking up.
i hate it.
wads wrong lah.
i dun believe it will affect me.
wake early this morning met rilly at mrt staation took bus over to office for morning training.
after that we went down to town to shop lunch.
bought a cardigon and a shirt hur hur. =)
she bought a dress a shirt and dunnoe wad cant remember.
lolx.
had ehh this malay food thing nice chilli sambal with chicken vege and tofu.
the chilli really power lah.
at first i remeber taking a pic of it dunnoe y lost from the camera.
danG!!!
after that late evening went to sch.
well.
enjoyed his each lesson.
nvr fail to make us laugh.
next week gonna hand up assignment dreads.
really got to do liao.
they wanted to meet up steamboat last min but cant. schling. well.
another day bahs.

i seriously missed the days.
i missed those little msgs.
i donnoe why it became like this once again.
are those little wrdings are just a text to you.
i thought it wouldnt hurt this time but i still cried once again being silly.

maybe from the start i didnt meant anything to you at all.

cant wait to go tanning and swimming again.
lasy to continue nites all.

tags replys -

amos
.flooded my tagboard again.
argh.

juino
.so wads with that face? wanna elaborate?
=/

adel
.thanks,tanning session pls. =D

bendanlicious

2008-08-17T00:54:00.008+08:00

[edited]
theres nvr a wrd called perfect.
if this is the picture that i see. i understand.
maybe i should have let u go.

met steph out for dinner steamboat and weorder heineken beer.
just felt like drinking.
but its like mainly i drinking.
damn funny lah.
that women service is bad omg.
steph called her auntie laughs.
after drinking beer not enough still drank vodaka breezer b4 i went home.
feeling sleepy.
i seriously feel so lost.
my heart achs but i just dunnoe y.
you could make me smile, laughs and crys for you.
i wanna stop all my silly rubbish.
pls tell me why?
i dunnoe how to ask you.
why are you doing all this.
its bleeding once again.
i hate this.
if i am no longer important just tell me i will let go.
maybe i am just super silly and foolish to believe ur wrds once again.
i hate this world.
i thought i was happy for a moment which i thought you cared.
maybe afterall its all just empty words.

nites all.

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart lyrics

Last night, I dreamt that you were beside me
It seemed so real, that I cried
When you touched me, you're my angel
And you've given me wings
And I'll fly away with you wherever you go
Cause you've filled my heart and you've captured my soul
And baby I want you to know

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart
Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All out hopes and our dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
No one can take away someone who lives in your heart

And I know there's a million stars betwen us
But they won't stop my longing
To hold you and to kiss you
How I love you

And I'll find my way to you wherever you are
Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart
And your love will carry me on

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain could keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry it with me through distance and time
No one in this world could keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

laughs.
randoms funny pics.
upload this few now first.
more to come soon =/

12.30am now.
anyway i just seem not to understand anything.
i just need pills that is real strong that could makeme slp well.
i just dun know why cant slp well this few days.
i was tired but dunnoe.
okays nth much to blog abt today.
i am goin mad soon on projects.
last min meet jun.sung.his godsis up for some chats and finger food as it was late le nth much except chu chao food.
so ate nuggets instead.
i wanted some alcohol but its alittle weird drinking there too end up after eating went 7-eleven wanted buy snapple to drink. dun have.
so bought vodka lime - breezer one instead.
sttupid guy look at me, after that say i/c pls.
i din bring i/c so lucky sung godsis has hers.
lolx.
took bus home with jun chit chat and stuff.
waiting for mon to come so can drink with them and stuff.
lolx.
=D.
reach home bathe washup.
took some crasy phots. uploade few. laughs.
with my beloved donkey too.
haas.
damn funny.
anyway crap.
this few days seems like not myself dunnoe why too.
hack well.
next week busy week.
after mon plan.
tues - go office training for show.
after that most prob going with rilly to town meet zulia out shooping.
as zulia wanna shop for her clothes for her bd.
nite - sch.
wed-sch
thurs- maybe tanning?
hope so.
fri-sch.
sat- omg two frens celebrating 21st birthday.
one at west one at east.
dateline for individual proj will be like up in 9 days.!

wonder hows nini in her travelling? everything well? hopes her trip is a very fruitful wan and be safe.

no matter how bad things are or so remember to smile.
everything will be alrite.
=)
thats me bah.
lolx.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-16T03:25:00.000+08:00

its 2.38AM now.
so sleepy.
but just to add on some updates.
yawn.
morning out for tanning session.
after that supposed to be at jun house doing ice cream cake.
last min cancelled.
but we still end up at jun house first slack.
he was playing his piano.
hahas.
he played us afew song to hear.
not bad nice nice.
lOLX.
after that watched the 530 show.
1 hour later bug them out to meet aisung quick for dinner.
hahahs.
was hungry and dead slpy.
bag heavy.
super duper dead lah.
had cabonara sausage lOLX $9 dollars.
haas.
at bedok sempang?
hahaas..
after eating and slacking.
we headed over to the playground.
wah.
we talk alot of funny topics.
wahahaha.
about our groups ppl.
opinion of each other.
who we rank first to last of career or in life that will sucess.
marriage.
wad should we change.
good point bad point.
really alot of things .
haha
while waiting for vic.
then we walked over from tanah merah to bedok since we got the time.
slack under hdb.
after that went coffee shop drink and eat abit.

wah after hearing vic telling us abt his ns life.
abt tekong and those stories.
wah.
superly eery lah.
thinking back off those he say really scares me but still knowing is scary i still wanna hear.
hahahas.
last min terry join us.
he went home drive his mum van out?
hahaha.
last min decided to go with them.
we went bedok jetty.
hahas.
they bought beer there?
and vic purchase the prawn cracker thing frm the lady selling there with her daughther and husband.
hahaha.
drank quite abit but i am alrite.
hahahas.
they keep making sounds or funny ways just to munch the cracker loudly to make me eat espicially terry!! sung they all.
wah.
i only had one piece.
lOLX.
sit terry drive the vehicle is scary but exciting LOLX.
overall today is a fun and enjoyable day with vic updates.
finally managed to see himm after some time.
=D.
after eating their stuff finish and so wanted go toilet.
so we all headedtoilet together.. remebering those wrds damn scred.
we used the handicapped toilet instead.
haaas.
terry send us home.
LOLX.
well vic accompanied me up lift to 16 floor seeing me go in before he left.
well i told him its okies to just send till dwnstairs lift but he knws that i am scared too.
hahahas.
i think he is more scared as all this scary stuff mainly he witness it inside.
thanks anyway =).

i really dunnoe wad happen.
but if so pls let me knw at least where are you.
i am starting to get worried.

hope that i will be able to get a good nite sleep after some drink tonite.
head spinning. dunnoe y.
well gonna bathe and zzz lalalaland.
lasy update le.

lastly. simply stay away. no point toking to me on msn asking me this and that or so or wadeva.
being the way like now for me doing whatever i like or so is still better.

anyway byes.
nnites.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-14T12:15:00.003+08:00

have no energy.
went toilet to clear system.
more no energy.
tried to slp once again hard.
i am tired.
but just cant slp.
dunnoe why.
its just strange.
why would i have such dreams.
watch tv andslack home once again.
din have lunch.
whole day only had biscuits.
on diet.
lolx.
but most sinful wan is steamboat.
ahhh!!.
happy birthday ling ling.
hope you like the birthday cake we got for you.
LOLX
damn funny la.
last min vesper and yong he did come.
hahaas.
so me thomas sk vesper sot of plan without her knowing we arrangevesper to go buy swensen ice cream cake.
hahaha.
we are the last to leave the steamboat place so ps.
LOLX.
well after that yong he send me home.
ling they all went to dunnoe who bd there clarke quay they drinking to say hi n bye .
well. me sk yong he went home.
=D
tired slpy.
blog awhile gonna bathe and zzzz tml morning gonna wake early tanning.
after that most prob goin over jun there doin ice cream cake.
sounds fun.
hope everything is follow as plan.
LOLX...
i just dunnoe y suddenly suddenly things like start to change.
i dunnoe if i am thinking too much.
did something happen.
can you pls tell me.

i guess will update more on pics and stuff tml maybe.

request off this coming 2 weekend.
i am tired.
maybe i really got to do my projject assignment le.
i am starting to get more and more worried but sigh i guess afterall i cant do much.

mon finally meeting up vic and charboh for drinking session for once to releax bah and dinner.
supper tired.

i hope you are doing well inside.
i am not being silly but maybe its like wad my fren says.
its love?
dunnoe .

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

bendanlicious.

2008-08-13T22:00:00.001+08:00

will tmr be a happier day? i hope so.
DA BENDAN! wru.
MIAED?
well.

byes.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-12T15:46:00.001+08:00

back from school.
each time i attend his lessons it really makes me laughs.
damn funny.
lucky to have a lecturer which is not so bored this semester.
during this period thought of nth else but laughs.
hahas.
whoops sounds like a idiot.
gonna have lots of frens birthday coming up.
oh my.
ling ling.
pearlyn.
zulia.
and who else did i miss out.
well tmr hope sun is real strong to bring out a darker tanner color on me.
=D
swimming and tanning.
whoos.
i guess its only during swimming my mind wont think of other thing bahs.
well.
god pls let there not be rain tmr.
amen.
after shopping?
LOlx.
dunnoe.
pink phone tempting.
LOLX.
gosh thurs nite might be having steamboat again with audio sims and liangcourt ppl.
celebrate ling ling bd.
dad came home gave me a biscuit which is a jap style kind in dunnoe wad animal gonna take pic and post it up.
laughs.
bought snapple apple on the way home not bad.
but the drink keep dripping sticky.
eee.
today din eat much.
no breakfast and dinner.
just had udong tom yam lalas.
and drank snapple and 100 plus lemon.
feeling full.
hope i could loose some weight.
anyway gonna bathe watch tv chit chat and zzz le bah.
i guess i am not thinking much but well.
if it is or so.
ah shall not elaborate.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

i miss him.

nites all.

tired.

enjoyed my day.

nice show touching indeed.

waiting for the 4 something scary show.

update soons.

byes.

weird things always happening.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

i am tired.
rdshows making me mad.
nvm.
tired.
alot to update but simply too tired to blogg out wad happen during pass few days.
will update soon i guess.
just for tonite.
after work met up with jun and sung terry drove together with one of their fren.
which i dun remb seeing him in ite before.
i dunnoe.
lolx.
we went to siglap hongkong cafe!
yummy laughs lots of funny things happen.
they wanted make me tempted to eat the toast bread peanut which i crave for but nono.
my food was the last to come sigh.
but it was yummy lah the soup.
they drank sung and jun was like yum yum its tasty!
laughs.
had honey lemon =D
gonna have a busy week.
laughs tml most prob after having enough slp meet them out.
get stuff for doing ice cream cake at jun house.
he he.!
i think its gonna be fun and yummy laughs.
okays enough gonna bathe and have more updates with fren on phone chit chatting.
be back real soon.

upon hearing those i keep thinking twice are they true?
i guess i am trying to get used to it.
anyway gonna go bbyes.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

will update soon.

will be working rdshows again frm tml.
super dead tired.
well gonna end here.
time really pass real fast.
god pls help me with my assignments projects.
amen.

will i hear from you tml?
its been a week.
had strange weird dreams which i wished its just some imaginations.
dreams doesnt come true anyways.
guess its been a tough training for you.
misses.

nites ppl.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

If I Were You - Kyla

If I Were You - Kyla

I look in the mirror, with you in my arms
And I see a reflection
Of a smile that says you believe in love
And just for a moment, I drifted away
But I couldn’t stay cuz
A hint of love, a bit of fear
I’m tryin’ to say

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
Ooh yeah

I’m tryin’ to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though it says that you love me
All I see is pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can’t forget the days of old
My heart ached when you walked away
I said I’d never love again

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here

The days go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
And though I tell myself that you’re the one
Who said those words before
Thought it hurts too much
I can’t trust in love
Again
Again

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz my heart has given up

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won’t hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
My heart has given up
Can’t be here

If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
Cuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn’t be here
Ooh
I wouldn’t, if I were you
I wouldn’t be here
Oh oh oh

2008-08-04T13:02:00.005+08:00

nice nice songs!!! loves them!!

Say It Again - Marie Digby

you and me - lifehouse

This Is Me (Acoustic Full Version) - Demi Lovato

Its Real - Olivia Ong

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart - All for one

omg bernice overall sales under olyumpus all staff plus herself sold 100 over plus sets to claim.
laughs.
faint
superly scary.
under my name got 40 plus.
gary not too sure but alot ppl.
still gt canon promoter sony casio samsung sony and alot alot.
some brand like our 2 promoter one brand.
plus staff like near 20 ppl at cam department haas.
see alot familier faces there.
hahahass..
some customers omg sigh dun wish to explian too.
too long to explain.
and some funny things always happen ..
enoughed.
cut short after work. headed to mrt with mr muffin mr worms gary bernice to mrt.
haass.
home bought sushi to eat.
dinner din eat much.
shared with candice jvc promoter one box of food.
reached home did nothing much eat finish bathe chit chat slacked and zzzz.
lalaland.

uploaded few random pics which i saw.

random pics.

still deciding whether to meet steph up ltr anot.?
super tired.
lasy to go out.
yeapy.
most prob plan of the week.
tues-projects , schs.
wed-tanning and outing.
thurs-dying hair and meet up with char boh to submit my timesheet.
fri-sun-working at rdshows.

staying strong =D.
oh ya i was suay to saw my enemy of the chinatown rdshow.
-.-
dunnoe pureply lucky or suay.
argh.
he is an ass..
hate hate hates.!

fingers are getting much and much better.=D

bendanlicious.

2008-08-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

dead tired.
just loves the new shop at new location upstairs.
looks damn big huge and cool.
wah the design.
omg.
tired.
shall end.
i believe we could do it. =/

nites.
byes.

bendanlicious.

2008-08-01T09:12:00.003+08:00

[EDITED]

having super painful stomach cramp.
been eating medicine since yesterday.
went to pharmacy during wrk to get it.
sales intially damn slow.
boring.
slacked at there.
chit chat and eat.
time passed faster though.
haha.
see alot ppl eat ice cream i also wan dang but cant.
wTH!
ate the mee sua thing.mac.black pepper beef rice.
laughs.
yummy.
lucky managed to sell 6 sets.
bored.
no energy to go anywhere so headed home.
well the week has arrived.
guess only way is to hear from you updates nextweek?
take care.
woke up early this morning like 8 plus.
stomach still damn pain.
but i am gonna get ready for tanning session.
cant go into pool to swim this time round.
=(
nite schling?
bored.
sigh
updates again.
bbyes.

weird feeling no wrds could describe.

was late .. =X
today sun was good.
hahahas.
at least does see changes in color.
today tanning for me is mafan well.
its the once a month thing again suay.
so din go into water.
took water to play instead.
sigh
=D
din went sentosa we went elsewhere tanning..
haas.
adel so is wed on?
LOLX
after all did eyebrow shaping wah damn pain LA!!!.
k enough...
dead tired.
fingers looking more and more scary but recovering le.
i think i am gonna die.
hungry.
waiting for my dinner dad buying for me.
at this timing more alike like supper.
lolx.
tml and sun working dead.
be back tml bah.
nites ppl.

bendanlicious..

2008-07-30T15:11:00.001+08:00

Sara Bareilles - Love Song
Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.
You made room for me but it's too soon to see,
If I'm happy in your hands.
I'm unusually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Today.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.
Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way
you can love me because I say,
I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don't want it for a minute.
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas
when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.
Over...

2008-07-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

trying hard to speak louder this few days.
as i am still voiceless.
sigh.
tired.
intitally was doing another blog account not on blogger.
but last decision was just to change this skin off to something more simple.
did my blog almost for the long whole day in the end just ended off with this skin.
lOLX.
i am so sleepy.
intially was happily waiting for time to pass to head to sch.
ended up falling asleep waking up later.
not feeling any better but worst.
so msged ricky and william to tell them.
in the end stayed home whole day.
watch tv and slp.
did online stuff.
uploaded up a new song which i currently loves now.
Love song.
hahahha
enjoy ppl.
still thinking whether i could help her to wrk tml instead.
really dead tired.
dun feel like goin anywher.
having unlcer pain.
and me and my itchy hand i went to peel off the skin on my fourth finger it looks more eee.....
wth.
damn pain la...!!!
oh well..
chinatown rdshow ended last nite.
good thing.
i am dieing working there.
all china ppl alot.
omg.
after rdshow went supper.
pork porridge. char kway tiao.
lalala.
laughs.
thanks for the supper and ride home.

one more day to fri. =(
1 week wont be communicating which each other.
hopes everything goes well for his outfield.
dun sad ba.
will miss you de la.
laughs.

saded.
pay is slow.
tanning tanning session quick come.
meeting adel up b4 goin over to sch bah.
most prob for tanning and swimming over my aunt there.
hope there sun.

my finger is super itchy..!!!
omg the z200 coloc black and pink looks nice on internet la.
lol.
the pink looks even better then z100 pink.
hahas..

am tired.
ending here nites all.

bendanlicious.

2008-07-28T09:07:00.000+08:00

eeeeeek.
spoiler.
your english fail issit?
if your english fail you tell me.
i understand.
dun need tell rilly tell ur fren i wont snatch sales thing...
well becos this customer i serve b4.
but rilly serve too as well.
so is okay if she close it we dun mind either us who close the sales.
but i told u that this customer we serving.!
customer is making a call to decide to get which model.
dun act after he hang up or b4 trying to gain his attention wan cut sales..
since i told u we are serving i expect u to understand but u still wanna cut.
i purposely say it loud one more time when rilly said tell him we serving the customer.
soi was like fuck lah.
customer also wanna snatch.
ass.
and u this stupid asss telling rilly wad tell ur fren dun anyhow say wan snatch sales from her.
if wan snatch i will not do it just like that..!
wad does this sentence mean!!!!!
hate him alot lah!! >.<
i dun care anymore.
i dun care u complain to tony or wadeva.
but pls. u are in thewrong by saying since the first day to us that u wanna wait return customer and serve to close by starting few days letting us serve and saying till so great that itsok iknow u all wan chiong sales.
i take my time slow wan wait last few days....!
this sentence me and rilly heard so try not to be funny!!!!!.

welll sales there not bad sold quite alot.
i am suprised
ppl at the location simply rich.
-.-
not i bluff their money loh!!...
u DA BENDAN!!!!

last nite simply too tired to blog.
game home.
slack.
chit chat phone online.
bathe.
and then to my lalaland.
laughs.

da bendan will be goin outfield from fri till national day morning bah!.
take care. pig head.
=D
as i said.
i will enjoy outside for you.
LAughs.
i guess also not much time to enjoy.
working rdshows.
and schling proj assignments deadline are coming liao.
die..
stress.

well gonna get ready for work ltr le.
todAY last day roadshow at the location le.
happy dun wanna see the stupid fellow agaIN!! hao lian!!!

dad bought new plasma for living room area. lolx.
heard him telling me coming today...
hehehe.
k.
late liao bbye ppl.

taggies replys.

-amos.
you this omg omg omg MONKEY!!!!>>.<<
link you soon lah..
use that ahh
then charge you for introducing you lorx. laughs.

-meiyi.
haahaas.
alrites.
not so fast bah.
still halfway through my second and thrid module.
thing is first and second might need do my sub paper.
lOLX.
i am dead man. HAHAHS. yawns.
k..
will link you soon.
=D

bendanlicious.

2008-07-27T09:46:00.001+08:00

seriously i am tired to update this few days.
sickness not getting any better.
feeling horrible.
looking at my burnt finger the fourth wan looks the most sigh.
damn pain.
not putting any medicine.
hate those smell.
guess it would recover but takes time.
will be back to update soon alot things happen and.
conclusion is we dun like him!!!
shitty wad kind of sales person saying u wad salesman not promoter only this few day promoter.
saying wad u wanna be slow first few days let us go for our more sales. and lastfew days tackle those return customer.
wth.
shit loh.
hate this kind of people!!!!.
make us hear liao angry.
that is part of it only.
hopefully fuji pay can be in by this week. thurs would be best.
i dun wan next week.
sure die wan.
sigh.

bored. goin over to that hated location for work le..!!! argh..
hate china ppl!!!!.
nvm control.
hope today sales really more then yesterday.
yesterday total like 50 over sets total up bah.
more more pls.
hahaha
k le..
bbye
gonna be late.

misses.

taggies reply.

-adel
LOLs. okays.
funny let you know again!!.
hope it will be soon.
=D

-meiyi
hi.long time no see. suprisingly you come tag me ah..
haha.dead working part time and studying part time..
you lei..? how everything?

bendanlicious..